long time no blog, stop blogging since last yr till now. either i was busy to blog or juz simply lazy to blog haha... anyway stay tune im going to change my layout soon or rather stay with the same layout or juz add some new things in it. didn noe tat bloggin still so in. lol~~~

so long didn come in liao sia... recently it hurts my heart to know that once a guy is married u no longer can contact him anymore. even though u n him have many yrs of friendship, you oso cant contact him anymore. i dun understand at all why cant guys and gers cant be friends after all, haiz so sad. maybe i nid some time to get over this, as wat he say is impossible to stay contact with so many friends, well lucky i still gt keep in contact with some of my primary school friends and secondary friends. i have lost the chance to keep in contact with him, nw i dun wish to happen again. i shall try my veri best to contact those friends

hey it's the 1st day of 2007, a brand new day, hopefully all the bad luck go away and all the good luck come to me haha... it's a kind of sad thing to me in year 2006 something big happen to me which i cant take it, and i almost fainted on that day when i send her off in mandai. i cry until almost fainted u noe, haiz anyway it's over she's gone she won't back to me and call me and shout at me and comfort me. haha... and i'm turning 21 yr old soon, much pretty soon and my actual birthday is next tues 9 of jan haha... yeah~~~ i finally turn 21 and i can go casino go watch RA and do lots of stuff haha.... i'm having my 21st BBQ CHALET tis coming wednesday at PASIR RIS PARK PEOPLE ASSOCIATION. i'm so excited you know, 1st time take chalet ma, some more celebrate i turn into 21st leh. of coz excited leh, haha... even though hafn chinese new yr yet but i already got red packets to receive leh, of coz from my aunts lor haha.. although i only fork out $50 to buy the BBQ food, but im really grateful leh. if my ah ma tio 4D again then i gt $$ to take again haha... let's huat ar~~~

finish watching the AI QING MO FA SHI, it's damn nice man haha... i like that show wor. haha dunno when got the next 183 club show again haha uploaded the song GAN QING XIAN, had a veri meaningful lyrics in it. hope you guys like it haha

it's been a long time ever since i updated my blog, haha... so lazy to update actually, another few more months to go before graduate from ITE BISHAN. and that's cool shit man, haha... cant wait to grad from tat stupid sch. i dunno to continue schooling or go out and work. been studying for 1 and half yrs, abit sick of studying already. look around my friends all are either working or studying poly. haiz think i shld go out and work liao. then can buy tons of vcd haha... and tats my wish ok. lol

recently im totally mad haha im in love with ming dao, he's so cute haha... age 26 this yr born in 1980 feb 26 lol... juz upload the MV but will block my updates sia haha but bo bian got to ask my dear to help mi adjust liao lol song title is cal hao ai ta hao xiang ta hope you guys like it lol

so sian now sch starts liao, left another 9 more months to go haha... and i will be graduate from my ite liao... thinking of going back to study makes me more sian lol... and dear is so busy still say me demanding humpf~~~ this week only meet him 3 days nia lor due to the big GE. and end up we cannt go in dim sum tml, haiz got to wait for another 2 more month. very sad leh, the carrot cake very nice to eat lor, i miss the dim sum. haiz so sad man~~~ headache now got to go le go and rest liao lol will be changing my blogskin soon hehe...

yeah~~~ finally my exam is finish liao wahhaha.... finally can relax myself liao, im going to chiong my dvd session liao n my maple game of coz haha... if i ever got the time lol haha.... dear also return back to singapore liao but then hor he sick leh cannt meet me so 2nite he den come n fetch me after work. but hor i dunno want to go to the fazer outing anot leh... sibei sian leh i scare later they go out until late late sia... think i better come back home n watch tv den tml early mornin den go meet dear better hor haha... as i always tend to slp veri late de. hopefully tml got mahjong session with marcus they all haha... so long nv play liao sia.. due to my exam n dear's genting trip. and now im looking forward to the hatyai trip which is at thailand haha 1st time going up there sia sittin on the bike some more haha... hafn tel my dad wait til next wk den tel him i can imagine his words already, that's why muz plan everything ok den can tel him haha... anyway i got the prepaid card wat he can always call me or i can always cal back de ma so no nid to worry, i have trust in my dear's bikin experience he have go for so many trips liao some more he also won't dare to chiong so fast de la he also scare accident de later nid alot of money to repair his bike wor... ok i will stop here got to go to my housework den go watch my dvd liao and in the afternoon got to go and work liao ciao will ask my dear to make the music to be able to hear soon haha....

sian later going back to sch to take my final account exam for year 1. sibei sian leh where got exam starts at 3pm and ends at 5.30pm this is the 1st time i take this kind of paper lo so borin so now surfin net later come back got to study for my statistic liao still hafn touch 1 unit yet haha... but i think will be much more easier then accounting lo, statistic i got confidence then accounting dunno y haha maybe is because all are formula some more the formula no nid to remember one. haha... and my dear has return from genting liao but then hor got to wait to friday or saturday then can meet him liao. see he so bad thurs oso dun want to meet me dunno friday got bike already anot if not im really goin to fly back to catch the last episode sia dunno want to take cab back or take the train back haha... or maybe i take mrt to ang mo kio then i take cab back, think will be much more cheaper wahahha... muz be mad liao la haha... ok la i gtg le wish me good luck in my accountin exam hor... i have tried my best liao le can pass then pass cannt pass then get a B grade nia haha...

nex week my final exam going to start liao sia, and then cannot see my dear for 4 days liao so sad, he going to genting with his family members and i cant go sia got exam bo bian gt to stay at home to study. im very stress sia for my accounting got a feeling i cant get a A grade liao. haiz sad sia, just now study depreciation n disposal thing haha... my songs cannt be play anymore liao sia dunno can go where upload haiz nw veri boring so come n blog abit haha... after checking all my things got to go back n study again liao le haiz so sad hopefully can go to hatyai next mth haha... cant wait to go sia, finally got chance to go liao haha

omg i have stop blogging for 1 whole month times flies sia haha... been busy with my cousin for the past few weeks. they came back to spend chinese new yr so of course must accompany them so got no time online also haha... abit miss them sia i even cry when i send them off at airport i really cry haiz now when i think of the scenery i will always want to cry. but then what to do anyway hopefully can go to australia again this yr haha... im goin on a diet soon very soon haha... hopefully by june i can at least lose a few kg ba haha....im so fat sia see liao also scare haha... make a bet with my uncle. promise him that when he came back to singapore next yr i will slim down for him to see haha... hopefully can slim down ba. muz have the determination. haha... is time to change the format of my blog liao sia is so hmmm how to say sia so outdated haha...

had a wonderful 20th birthday last night haha... went to have steamboat at beach road there. then following went to pitstop and cut birthday cake so special sia. all thanks to fazer guys. haha... without them the night won't be so shiok man. haha.. and i'm planning for next year birthday liao. 1 more yr to go man. haha... and thanks for my dear dear also haha... really thanks alot sia. is more fun than last year 2005. haha... and i can't believe i turn 20 sia. haha... hmmm must be more responsibile, and must act more mature in thinking cannot be so childish in action because some piggy guy don't like it. must change my thinking all this. haha... hmmm... im planning for a chalet and buffet for next year 21st birthday haha... and i of coz will invite fazer guys, my best friends, my relatives, and many more haha... hopefully is a good year after all haha...

wow so long no post liao sia. and is 2006 this year. time flies so fast. and im turnin 20 next monday haha... so shiok hehe... bought a new hp sia, is a birthday present from him haha... sweet hor haha... hmmm anyway nt much to blog oso. kinda of lazy haha... will be updatin my song soon. but dunno wat song i want to put leh haha... ok la. stop here

this few days really alot of things happen to me. i don't know whether am i the one who cause the problem or wat. anyway i have give hope liao le. regardless of what result it is my heart got no reaction. i don't know am i trying to bluff myself or am i trying to console myself. sometimes i wonder what i like in you. u are not romantic at all even when im angry you just don't know how to cheer me up. haiz i really don't know. maybe after all we are not really that suitable ba. let's give ourself a break ba. if u really wish to end it, well then i won't stop you also. hopefully you can find a better girl in the future ba. hopefully won't be like me so immature so childish. find a character that is the same as you, same interest as you, same age as you will be better. once a mirror is broken no matter how hard you try to put it back, it will never regain the same thing again. this is what my cousin that tell me before. the feelings will never be the same again once the mirror is broken. what i'm going to do now is concentrate on my studies. don't think i will be going to the christmas this year liao le. no reasons just don't feel like going. will i feel sad when the thing really happen. i don't know, i only know i will control myself not to drop any tears from now. if can maybe we should really give ourself a break then start all over again when we really know where does the problem lies on.

thanks for readin my blog lo. who badmouth u or say anything nasty abt u. i totally gt no idea at all lo. is u who dun 1 2 contact mi alone. i LAN LAN lo. i cant say anything. ever since u nv contact mi at all, i gt alot of problems also lo. who can i tel to. NO ppl lo. normally is u who are there to share my problems with mi gif mi advice bt now leh. u are not even there lo. i totally gt NO FRIENDS at all lo. who can i tel to i ask u. i dun even tel my bf my things lo. even when im sad or wat i just write inside my blog if nt i just keep inside my heart. i gt no ppl to share with lo. aiya forget it la, forgot u now already got ur ite friends liao le. u gt any problem can just tel them and me leh, i dun even haf a single friend lo. a close friend oso dun haf lo. last time use to be u but now since u dun bother to contact me. den i just take it our friendship ended at 2002. the yr when we graduate from xinmin secondary. our friendship is gone. no more you in my memory no more this person. u are just a HI BYE friend to me. from now i wun b bother abt ur thing ur life anything at all. i totally dun gif it a damn liao le. even u being bully by ur 2pid bf or whatever shit it is i oso wun gif it a damn.

think im going to cancel my bike thing soon. haha... can feel that there's a change in me since i return from australia. now c bike like machiam no feeling liao. gt bike den bike lo no bike den no bike lo. seldom purposely wil go n bio bike nowadays. tis is wat i sense in myself. i like australia there. haha... feel like movin there leh haha... bt nt nw la, i mean when i reach 30+ or 40+ go there enjoy. there really can relax sia. i go there onli for 13 days i already gain so much weight liao le. haha... i think hor if 1 day my ah ma really go liao i think im goin bersek. haha... i cant imagine without her in my life. she's more close to me. miss my small little cousin jing. and i miss the sky over there n the weather. k la, another 2 more mths goin to c them soon liao le. haha... they are comin back for chinese new yr wahahah... cool isn it. although my cousin can b irritatin bt den i dote them the most dunno y oso haha... k la. wil write again when im free.


nowadays keep on addicted to my maple game haha...

it's been so long since i last post. think im going to find a new blogskin haha... n im so excited to share my excitement to him haha.... got lots n lots of things to tel him haha...

is my 1st time, i feel so cold n
i felt so high and excited. i almost can feel it's coming
i feel so high up so excited n so lookin forward.
i felt so giddy but after i done it i felt so release
but im stil so cold in it. can u guess wat im tokin abt haha




its............. Aeroplane that im tokin about. haha... it is my 1st time sittin wat haha
it's been such a long time since i play my maple so im goin to play it today haha.... and i borrow 3 storybooks from my cousin. they are harry potter haha... 3 thick books sia. hopefully can complete readin when they came back to singapore next yr. n i think i gain alot of weight sia haha... keep on eat n eat haha....well think im goin to find a blogskin soon, den ask my dear help mi do liao le haha....

i gt say by somebody in friendster n i dunno who is it. is it my best buddy who betray me. other then her who wil be so bo liao go around barkin like a dogs. n onli my best friends know my secret n is already in the past for wat stil nid to go around tellin ppl abt it. im tire of it. if it is u den from now on u no longer is my friend i wil treat u as my FOE. i hate being betray. i tot i could trust u yet in the end u betray mi. tis is onli my conclussion, anyway i stop tellin ppl my secrets anymore in case i kana betray again. once bitten twice shy all ppl cant be trusted. i dun even noe my tis dear can b trusted ant haha... although i really trust him. tis matters already make mi feel sad liao le. i dun wish to bother abt it anymore. u 1 2 tel hu den go ahead ba. i onli can say u are a childish person who forever won't grow up. childish....

happy birthday to u dear. today is dear de birthday wor, cant celebrate wif him arrghhh workin ma, bo bian. anyway im goin to tel u i goin to book you 3 days from next wk haha... so next wk gt 3 days u MUZ spend the day wif mi liao leh, cannt meet ur sec sch friends for badminton nor go to fazer outin liao hor hehe...


argh so sucks man, exams comin soon n its really pretty soon. and next saturday im flyin off to australia wahhaha... to visit my cousin n aunt. haha... so nervous sia, 1st time flying off. cant imagine my nervous look. and the air ticket have been booked liao le. wil be settin off in the mornin so gt to wake up super early. goin for 2 weeks sia, wil u miss mi ant haha.

yesterday ask dear bo liao question haha bt veri bo liao meh, dun think so leh. maybe to u is ba haha... anyway i noe wat is the anz liao haha... anyway thanks for ur advice lo haha... i won't be bother for such a nonsense ppl or rather a jerk. goin out barkin and commentin for other ppl's look when he himself dun even dare to put his own picture stil dare to say until he himself veri nice lookin.

well, i will be changin my blog song soon. once i finish my exam haha... maybe the blog wil be changin the layout oso haha but muz wait til i come back from australia 1st haha.. k so wil stop here den. haha...

so long no blog liao sia, and someone say i too short n too fat.... :( sobzzzz definitely nt my hubby haha if he wana say mi he wil b sayin he himself liao wahahah... well, i dun take it to heart de coz the fact is im really short n fat wat. but well, the person who say mi wil have her retribution n i believe it. i believe in karma. so now i really prayin hard to change myself. stop sayin ppl bad words behind their back, coz i dun 1 2 have any karma for myself or for my family. muz learn to forgive n forget den can stay happy. n the person who say mi arent tat pretty also lo. stil dare to say mi so KNS. humpf~~~ and her word write until machiam like dunno wat sia, cant even read properly well, nvm stil younger den mi wahahah... i think i change quite alot since last time til nw. i mean when i was in secondary sch den ite den til meet dear. all this times i think i change quite alot liao whahaha... i will change for the better again. haha...

exams comin liao sia, yet i stil haven go revise for my work jia lat man, tis time die liao n sure die until veri jia lat. well, wil stop rite here n go back study for my exam liao. n im so excited sia, coz im goin to Australia to meet my cousins n aunt haha. so happy n tis is the 1st time i go overseas sia wahaha... nv been out of singapore b4 other den go to malaysia haha... tats difference from tis time. haha... i scare sia sit inside the areoplane, scare can feel im so high later dunno wat haha... k la. will blog again when im free haha...