juz nw went to c dear de blog...n those sadness n tears start 2 drop...although is the past bt i stil couldn't help it bt feel sad...hmmm nw u haf finish paying ur laptop loan, bt yet i didn ask u do u stil haf enough money 2 survive ma...i scare next time u wil say mi off if u dun haf any money left... bt so far i think u stil haf money 2 spend, hope im rite hehe....other den the other time i really cried becoz u say mi, i hate ppl say me, dunno y, my cousin oso dun like ppl say him... izzit almost ppl dun like ppl 2 say them or wat... after u tel mi spare a thought for u, n u doesn 1 me 2 embarrass me, n my singin is out of tune, tis 3 phrase has been in my mind ever since... i cant control bt keep on remember the word my singin is out of tune...next mon we wil go 2 Hongbao River den on new yr eve i wil sacrifice my countdown n stay at hm 2 watch the tv...coz i've been thinkin everi time my aunt ask 4 u, u wil come my hm no matter wat, n nw is my turn 2 go meet ur aunt le... if nt next time u sure wil say everi time ur aunt ask 4 mi, i keep on didn go, well, i think i oso shld put in ur shoes... bt im pai seh ma..some more my skin is nt so thick as urs k, my courage is timid im nt so brave... tats y til nw i stil dun dare go back 2 bike practical bcoz i dun haf enough courage n brave...later goin 2 c u le...so i goin bath le...