so long no cum in liao le,hehe....yesterday dear finally book out from his reservice camp,den he go white sand fetch mi up den go eat dinner wif his camp mates at millenia walk there,haf a very heavy dinner wor,den so fast dear goin 2 leave for thailand le,tis mornin go work already starts to miz him le,bt im abit sad when he tel mi tat hafin a gf is veri siong wor,hurt my feelin i was so scare tat u dun 1 mi anymore le,was so scare tat u wil leave mi,yesterday too tire le cant go any place 2 walk walk coz my eyes already almost closin liao,dear treat mi really gd tat sum times i really doesn worth he luv mi sobz even joo gong oso tel mi dun because he treat mi gd den i break wif him,i say i wun bt i feel so unworthy wif him, he cares alot for mi,i miz him,think by nw i haf already start to luv him n 4get shoei le,i wish 2 b wif him,wish to create a family, being wif him i really feel so fortunate,sum times i juz couldn say out the words i luv u,coz i haf nv say tis 3 words infront of my ex b4,i really feel comfortable wif dear,bt im scare on the other half too,scare he juz playin wif mi,scare he dun 1 mi anymore,scare scare scare,really scare of it,make mi heart pain de is when he say hafin a gf is veri siong,wat do u mean by tat ne,izzit hafin a gf so siong den u dun 1 mi anymore le,sobz den in the 1st place we shldn b 2gether sobz.....maybe i think too much le,anyway stil nid 2 wait for dear to come back from thailand den next thurs is our 1 mth le, hehe.......can go take pic liao le i want take nice nice pic tel dear liao le,keke~~~