haiz my aunt has gone back to Australia le, somehow i miz my 2 cousins, haiz remember the days they spend over here makes me feel like crying. well yesteday go c movie n happen 2 c Ivan workin down there, hehe n nw was tokin 2 him, he was telling mi dunno 1 2 take car or bike n i go inside the cdc driving center de web page n den haiz dunno y, i c liao feel like taking the bike practical bcoz Yu Pei is goin 2 enroll oso, den i dunno 1 2 take ant, maybe i shld haf more practice in my bicycle 1st ba, i cant overcome my fear, i remember seeing tis lady rider post in the thread sayin tat, if u wana take bike u nid 2 haf prepare 2 die on the road or being accident, all these consequences remind me of 1 ger tat die in Kulai, n tis makes me more scare, i cant imagine if i were to ride on the road 1 day, n den nt being carefully i might juz die on the road, well tis is wat i scare 4, i scare 2 leave my dear wor, haiz...dunno y nw i haf bcom more n more timid even nw i dun even dare 2 watch the ghost show, which was my favourite last time, wat has happend 2 mi, y had i bcum so timid nw, y?? i dunno the anz myself, i cant concertrate myself when changin gear or when brake i tend 2 get nervous as i remind myself of the short circuit n the burn i get on my hand, wat if i were to go take again,n i get burn again bt more serious or even landed in hospital wat m i goin 2 do den. haiz my head pains again le although im tempted 2 go n learn bcoz i saw the gers surround mi all ridin, if i pass n i get a bike i can go out roundin bt den i scare of death, haiz i bcum more timid nowadays i duno wats make mi bcum tis, haiz anyway i stil gt 2 pay my dental fees maybe in the future den decide again ba haiz....