Weekend

dardar, weekend used to be a busy day for me but last week n this week owen doesn have swimming and the tuition has push to morning also coz the tutor feel dylan is better in the morning. im looking at tiktok and saw lim ming lun video, he n his wife travel to perth n drive the campervan around, seeing his video makes me think of you. coz we also wanted that also. and it can happen in our 20 yrs of wedding anniversary. but now you not here. this yr our 17th wedding anniversary there wont be anymore celebration. i misses you alot. to the extend i make photo magnet to put at the storeroom, i make customise pillow case, i also make another plushie, i even went to make shirt n watches. dylan was telling me dad is around the houses but i say i want him to be in the house i want to have the feeling of him in the house. last thurs went for this care n grief support group i met a few mummies. their hub is the same as you also sudden death. and their kids is much younger then ours. pei jing say im fortunate enough because i have the support and friends surrounding me. it takes time, tears and talk. now im still adjusting to the world without you around. have i really come to the acceptance of you being gone forever.