meimei misses you

dar, just now when i was showering meimei she ask me why are you not staying in our house anymore. i say u are staying at your new house. she say she wants papa to come back n stay with us. she say she misses papa she misses papa car. i told her we all misses papa misses papa car also. all of us are so used of being fetch around by you. especially the kids. but without you around there's no way i can keep your car, i ever told the boys that if i tio a huge windfall probably can keep your car. so far i dont have such luck also. unless you really bless us with a huge windfall that can sustain the whole family until meimei go p6. and i dont have to go back to workforce so fast. and can even settle your car loan. otherwise we are really relying on your savings liao le which i dont even know can last until when. i have been cooking at home since day 1 ever since you are gone. sometimes i'm so tired of it. last time i cook you wash the dishes but now i cook and also i wash the dishes. i really wish the clock can turn back just like those short drama that i watch. die already n reborn back to the past. but in reality is not like this. once gone means gone.