stress

dar, yesterday i went for my 1st car refresher course. i didn expect myself to drive again after so many years. i don't even know why i want to go learn again in the first place. will i dare to drive ma after all the practice. today i went for the heart appointment the doc arrange a heart scanning next week. she say i probably is due to griefing thus having this type of heavy breathing. and i was looking at the expenditure, and i'm stress that just the food itself already spend up to $1266 liao and i haven include the kids enrichment, tuition, retail shopping, my insurance, the utilities and the starhub bill. i think your bai jin can only last until end of this year nia. i doesn want to touch on the cpf bulk of money so fast coz need to last for another few more yrs if can. i want to go back workforce but then the timing all doesn't suits me at all. and you know my laptop is going to die soon? you are suppose to buy new laptop for me last year but you upgrade the software and tell me try use first and see if it works. but now the laptop keep on hang and hang. and even i restart the laptop it took ages to complete. ever since you are gone, the things in the house keep spoil one by one. nintendo switch 1 is spoil and the gameboy u bought for dylan also spoil. and one of the fish also dead. and now my laptop soon to be i guess.