well, its goin 2 b 5 months le, times flies to fast isn't it, n by chinese new year we will b 2gether 4 half yr le, hmmm i dun understand y u muz hate mi 2 luv mi even more wor, so blur dun even noe wat u thinkin of hehe.... mi so blur de ma as u noe, keke....bt i was so happy that i keep on thinkin abt Christmas eve where we celebrate at Jame's place...it was so much fun...*yawnz* im goin 2 slp le, nite dear, luv u silly dear even more, nw even i wana slp i oso can think of ur silly face haha....nite dear....muacks...

juz wake up frm my slp, yesterday spend the day at James place, wow tat was the 1st time tat i haf play such a game and it was a fantastic nite i ever had through out all those years, hmmm n 1 of the present tat i haf chosen is a necklace hehe.....while dear de present is a PC game, i think so, n wat did dear buy 4 mi leh, well is a bag haha....anyway i wil use it de keke.....n James place is a so comfortable place wor, is a veri huge house, hehe....and tat's the 1st time i get to stay at there n play those games, keke....dear de frien is hmmm well humourous, as i can say, hehe....there are guys n gers, tis yr really is a enjoyable yr 4 mi, n later on im goin 2 dear sis's home, keke....i feel so fortunate 2 haf u as my dear, really brought mi alot of laughters n happiness...well, im goin 2 get bath n eat le, later goin 2 meet dear liao keke

well, tis is the 04 R'1 wif out headlight hehe cool ma....

haiz im so stress help wat shld i do nw,i haf been informed tat the HR wana extend mi til next yr march n wat shld i do nw, n i haf already apply 4 my nitec in ite n if successful im goin 2 study if nt im goin 2 continue 2 work, haiz i really dunno wat shld i do nw, continue study or work, bt i scare 4 my GPA score i wun b able 2 go into ite bishan, n my dental fees has cum, frm next monday onwards they wil deduct everi $100 frm my bank acc, im so stress hw sia wat am i goin 2 do nw, continue study or continue workin wat 2 do nw, hu can help mi....i nid help~~~~~

im damn angry n im venting on my computer, 2pid idiot internet, n 2pid system keep on cannt go in n apply, ah bish, 2pid idiot, im so stress up thinkin next yr goin back to sch again,if i ever can go back being wif dear my pressure really veri high y coz his friends, his cousins, his sister all are super clever, and wat abt mi, my IQ is low, my EQ is low, my everi thing is low oso, haiz whenever i think of tis, i felt so pressure wor, even though u didn notice it, n im goin 2 celebrate my 19th bday next month, wow time flies so fast, im turnin 19 soon haha....im so happy im countin down towards 21 so tat i can do anything i wana do wif out any ppl controllin mi, hehe... which i hate ppl 2 control mi, keke....anyway im happy wif u hehe....wif u tis silly face let mi c 4 my next yr resolution, well im goin 2 keep track of my expenses everi mth n i cant wait 4 christmas eve 2 come, haha....coz i haf prepare some funky present 2 exchange haha....i cant wait 2 c their friends face, haha....thinkin of tis makes mi super happy haha....n wats more there are tons of memories like kissing infront of their frien when he celebrates his bday tat day, well a sweet memories i haf always put inside my mind n i keep on thinkin n thinkin coz its so sweet of it, keke.....well, im goin 2 slp le, tml come back n play my neopets again....

hmmm, long time no play my neopets le, 2day saw Angela playin hehe so cum in n play, heng my pet hafn die yet haha....so sian n my work is goin 2 haf an end le
abit sad of partin those ppl workin over there wor, 2day dun think will b watchin the tv le keke.....i long time no spend on my computer games le haha... feel like spendin the time on my computer keke....n Christmas Day is comin soon le haha.... feel so happy coz tis is the 1st time tat i celebrate wif my luv one n he is my dear dear lo i felt so happy sia, k la i wil stop here den, go play my neopets le, keke eyes abit pain sia.... hmmm...i nw den realise i oso gt mornin symptoms sia, haha.... n it is my nose wil b pain whenever i take a air con bus, it happens everi day wor....if i wake up early haha...

hmmm..let's c, is been a long time since i last update, n i juz read abt lemon real life story, i was so touch sia, if i were 2 b her i oso dunno wat m i suppose 2 do, hmmm n recently news abt a ger hu die at Kulai n she turn up 2 b Christina friend sia, it was simply so sad she was so young wor hw can juz go like tat n is makes mi even more scare 2 take the bike license, i cant imagine if im the 1 hu juz go off like tat seems like alot of ppl haf been leaving us juz like tat, n the world seems falling apart, y is tis so ne i cant imagine of it neither can i think of it, n 2day juz quarrel wif dear wor, hw 2 carry on if i behave like tat, haiz sad wor, do u mean it ma cant i b angry ma, n i where gt everi time angry wif u it's been a long time le ma, 4 mth le u stil dunno my temper dunno mi ma, im the type of gers hu say doesn 1 u 2 cum actually in my heart i 1 u 2 cum de, haiz u dunno mi ma, sometimes once in a month my temper might b bad cant u coax mi ma, hehe.....i like 2 b coax by u ma cannt meh... humpf