usin dear mini laptop to blog quite weird. the keypad is so small hard to type oso. suppose to study for my exam that is on next tues but somehow no matter hw i study the things juz couldn get into my head. haizz shldn haf take tis exam in the 1st place. abit regret now, since i noe i will fail my exam so wat for i study so hard. i might as well concentrate on my tax exam better. at least i think i got hope in my tax haha... now dear helpin Seng out in his wireless router while i surf the net haha... hungry liao waitin for dinner lol

today suppose to have lesson but i dun feel like goin haha... even though i did feel abit better but my head somehow still abit pain. i really dun feel like continue studying liao leh i really want to give up. i dun like the idea of studyin part time. i hate my dear i hate him. all his fault. bcoz of him i go study i hate tis world. y not i juz follow soo hong footstep wouldn it be more nice. wun be bother by so much things. wun feel so frustrated. sometime i wonder y the one who pass away is not me yet her. im juz a nobody.

today is another so cal free day. nthing to do so far haha... wat i want in my life. my wish is so simple but yet cant be fufil. all i want is to stay at home and be a housewife or so call a tai tai haha... but i think tat only applies to rich ppl ba. i dun haf any O level cert. cant go anywhere also. want to work in government oso muz haf local certificate. haiz... i really dunno wat i want. i juz noe i dun like to study and i dun 1 2 study any more. perhaps i really regret for not goin to Poly to study. bcoz i want to get marry early, tats y i dun 1 2 go poly and study. nw think back without the local diploma cert i cant even go to government and work. haizz when will my dream come true. please let me strike a 4D or Toto then i can be a tai tai liao haha...

2 yrs ago on this day i lost 1 gd friend, and funny thing is Dear bike frien ROM on this day also. and 2 yrs later his NS friend getting married today. is it a gd day to get married on this special day. i dunno, only know that today is a unforgettable day for me to remember.

these few days no time to come in n blog. today is a Sat got to revise for my exam again so sian. yesterday had a small dinner with the Finance Team. Anyway is Ray & Mike treating us for a celebration due to our new system we have done well haha... yesterday i sit opp the 2pid auntie so irritatin haha... and she was like being left alone since all of us are tokin to other colleague no ppl tokin to her. feel so gd when i saw her being left alone. yesterday the dinner i think is super exp lor. i order a Soup n i tot is the kind of western soup and it turn up is a normal soup with 4 scallop in it. and i cant finish all so i share with Maggie haha... and i order a Laksa and u guess hw much it is. is exp lor, 1 pot is $21.90 and not much of ingredient juz a few prawns n 2 or 3 ta pok only. and we drink beer last nite. tis mornin juz lao sai only haha... i was preparing to get lao sai liao since my gastric or stomach has a veri low milk tolerance. plus the beer i think later sure goin to toilet again. The place we go yesterday is cal Lotus Grill.

im so tire today, only slept 6 hrs and i think i didn slp too well on the pillow and nw my necks hurts so much. so sian yawn~~`

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TGIF, today super free nothing to do due to our weekly closing finish yesterday so today not really much of things to do. and next week Ray is treatin us dinner for Lynx implent celebration haha... Maggie is going wor so i think maybe im goin also haha.....

looks like my blog is not an every day thing any more due to dun haf the time to post in the blog. haha... looks so sian i cant wait till 2009 so tat my study can complete haha.... dun even noe can pass the T7 paper anot. haizz whenever i think of tat i feel so sian liao. hmmm next mon shld i go for my lesson or shld i go attend the wedding dinner. im so confused, hmmm maybe i shld try n do the question myself tis sunday n c if im able to do it on my own. then i no nid to attend the lesson liao. i cant wait to look forward to the Bali trip also haha... juz 1 2 get out of tis fuck up place n relax myself, without troublin myself time to go for my lesson blah blah..... feel so slppy anyway time to go back soon haha~~~

feel like crying liao, wanted to do my revision for the T7 paper, and i realise i dun even noe where to start n my mind was totally blank. was prepared to take a retake exam liao, i totally got no confidence at all for this paper. although i only need 40 marks to pass but it seem so hard to me when i look at the pass yr exam question was a mistake from the start to take this paper. shld have take this subject together with the T5 which is the most difficult paper also. haiz.... i really haf the heart dun 1 2 study this subject and let it fail. since i noe i cannt do the paper at all juz waste the money only. if i dun pass this paper i got to drag my course to 2010 then finish. which is really waste of money. 2pid exam 2pid qualification 2pid world. i hate this world.

damn sian, goin to lesson again haizzz, i 1 2 play mahjong hahaha.... i miss playin with Marcus n Rachel, last nite when i was abt to slp somehow i drawn back to the scene when Marcus is in the coffin. Haizz... Marcus i miss you this mahjong kaki too much le. how i wish i got the power of seeing things tat will happen then i wouldnt lose 2 friends in 2 yrs time. looks like i could only play the mahjong game in the viwawa liao. hopefully we can have a fixed mahjong kaki haha... ya rite, in my dream lor...

yesterday finally finish keyin all the 13 outlets into the new accounting system, and im doin it all by myself due to Maggie is on leave as she need to bring her youngest son for a check up. had a feeling i might fail my T7 paper, dun really understand wat is the whole topic is abt. haha... the lecturer also cannt make it, juz keep on spoon feed us and nv really tell us to try ourself. haizz... i really dun like to study, why i muz make myself so miserable juz bcoz of a stupid cert or rather a qualification. haiz... study sucks...

it's so tirin, the whole day has been rushin to key all the sales into the stupid system, and the Mike keep on rushin me to key all till up to date. im a woman show again tis time round due to maggie is on leave as her young son is admitted to hospital need to pay attention to him. lucky nthing much tat i can help her do except to key all the november sales into the lynx system. yesterday was Mel bday, did sms her but she like no repl to me. so i think forget it, since she dun 1 2 tok to me anymore for wat i still go sms her. suan le~~~

sick of workin life. i still prefer student life haha... so bored rite now i still got time log in to blog, muz be really veri slack rite. waiting for my purchasing manager to call the store man to deliver my boxes up for me to pack my Receipt roll in it. and i've been waitin for the boxes since last week till now, yet no action has been done yet. i'm starting to get abit piss off liao, keep on asking her since last week till now, yet still nowhere to see my boxes. haiz had a veri strange dream last nite abt my dear. hahah... 2nite then tel him provided if he pick mi up from my lesson tonite, or else got to tel him tml nite. happy bday SH

yesterday was someone's birthday, same day as my nephew Tuan Kiat, and this afternoon i receive a sms from my friend his wife just give birth to his second child 2 days ago. i was like omg his wife is the same age as me and his 1st child is already 2 yrs old. faint y nowadays got so much young couple gettin married so early and giving child so early when their education is not so high. compare to the uni graduates they are like quite old then get married. haha.... this is my own theory. surrounding me the age almost the same as mi is either get married or already give birth liao. while the age of my dear's they juz recently get married and their age is like 30 yr old. bcoz they are uni grad. hmmm.... got to start revisin for my exam next month. so will wait till i have time will post again. and tml is 1 of my late friend bday. happy bday to you. may u be reborn n be a beautiful n healthy person. cheers~~