well, its goin 2 b 5 months le, times flies to fast isn't it, n by chinese new year we will b 2gether 4 half yr le, hmmm i dun understand y u muz hate mi 2 luv mi even more wor, so blur dun even noe wat u thinkin of hehe.... mi so blur de ma as u noe, keke....bt i was so happy that i keep on thinkin abt Christmas eve where we celebrate at Jame's place...it was so much fun...*yawnz* im goin 2 slp le, nite dear, luv u silly dear even more, nw even i wana slp i oso can think of ur silly face haha....nite dear....muacks...

juz wake up frm my slp, yesterday spend the day at James place, wow tat was the 1st time tat i haf play such a game and it was a fantastic nite i ever had through out all those years, hmmm n 1 of the present tat i haf chosen is a necklace hehe.....while dear de present is a PC game, i think so, n wat did dear buy 4 mi leh, well is a bag haha....anyway i wil use it de keke.....n James place is a so comfortable place wor, is a veri huge house, hehe....and tat's the 1st time i get to stay at there n play those games, keke....dear de frien is hmmm well humourous, as i can say, hehe....there are guys n gers, tis yr really is a enjoyable yr 4 mi, n later on im goin 2 dear sis's home, keke....i feel so fortunate 2 haf u as my dear, really brought mi alot of laughters n happiness...well, im goin 2 get bath n eat le, later goin 2 meet dear liao keke

well, tis is the 04 R'1 wif out headlight hehe cool ma....

haiz im so stress help wat shld i do nw,i haf been informed tat the HR wana extend mi til next yr march n wat shld i do nw, n i haf already apply 4 my nitec in ite n if successful im goin 2 study if nt im goin 2 continue 2 work, haiz i really dunno wat shld i do nw, continue study or work, bt i scare 4 my GPA score i wun b able 2 go into ite bishan, n my dental fees has cum, frm next monday onwards they wil deduct everi $100 frm my bank acc, im so stress hw sia wat am i goin 2 do nw, continue study or continue workin wat 2 do nw, hu can help mi....i nid help~~~~~

im damn angry n im venting on my computer, 2pid idiot internet, n 2pid system keep on cannt go in n apply, ah bish, 2pid idiot, im so stress up thinkin next yr goin back to sch again,if i ever can go back being wif dear my pressure really veri high y coz his friends, his cousins, his sister all are super clever, and wat abt mi, my IQ is low, my EQ is low, my everi thing is low oso, haiz whenever i think of tis, i felt so pressure wor, even though u didn notice it, n im goin 2 celebrate my 19th bday next month, wow time flies so fast, im turnin 19 soon haha....im so happy im countin down towards 21 so tat i can do anything i wana do wif out any ppl controllin mi, hehe... which i hate ppl 2 control mi, keke....anyway im happy wif u hehe....wif u tis silly face let mi c 4 my next yr resolution, well im goin 2 keep track of my expenses everi mth n i cant wait 4 christmas eve 2 come, haha....coz i haf prepare some funky present 2 exchange haha....i cant wait 2 c their friends face, haha....thinkin of tis makes mi super happy haha....n wats more there are tons of memories like kissing infront of their frien when he celebrates his bday tat day, well a sweet memories i haf always put inside my mind n i keep on thinkin n thinkin coz its so sweet of it, keke.....well, im goin 2 slp le, tml come back n play my neopets again....

hmmm, long time no play my neopets le, 2day saw Angela playin hehe so cum in n play, heng my pet hafn die yet haha....so sian n my work is goin 2 haf an end le
abit sad of partin those ppl workin over there wor, 2day dun think will b watchin the tv le keke.....i long time no spend on my computer games le haha... feel like spendin the time on my computer keke....n Christmas Day is comin soon le haha.... feel so happy coz tis is the 1st time tat i celebrate wif my luv one n he is my dear dear lo i felt so happy sia, k la i wil stop here den, go play my neopets le, keke eyes abit pain sia.... hmmm...i nw den realise i oso gt mornin symptoms sia, haha.... n it is my nose wil b pain whenever i take a air con bus, it happens everi day wor....if i wake up early haha...

hmmm..let's c, is been a long time since i last update, n i juz read abt lemon real life story, i was so touch sia, if i were 2 b her i oso dunno wat m i suppose 2 do, hmmm n recently news abt a ger hu die at Kulai n she turn up 2 b Christina friend sia, it was simply so sad she was so young wor hw can juz go like tat n is makes mi even more scare 2 take the bike license, i cant imagine if im the 1 hu juz go off like tat seems like alot of ppl haf been leaving us juz like tat, n the world seems falling apart, y is tis so ne i cant imagine of it neither can i think of it, n 2day juz quarrel wif dear wor, hw 2 carry on if i behave like tat, haiz sad wor, do u mean it ma cant i b angry ma, n i where gt everi time angry wif u it's been a long time le ma, 4 mth le u stil dunno my temper dunno mi ma, im the type of gers hu say doesn 1 u 2 cum actually in my heart i 1 u 2 cum de, haiz u dunno mi ma, sometimes once in a month my temper might b bad cant u coax mi ma, hehe.....i like 2 b coax by u ma cannt meh... humpf

hey,im back le,back from Genting Highlands haha.....it was so cool man, can u imagine tat i live in the midst of the cloud, and i could feel the cloud flying through my hands, my body, that was really a fantastic 4 days 4 mi,coz i was enjying myself like a pig haha.....eat n slp through out the 4 days hehe.....bt gt do sum shopping n watch the Peter Pan musical, thhat was the fantastic musical,n i take some pic oso bt stil gt some flim left so didn go wash it,but sad 2 say 4 days really goes so fast sia,i stil miz dear slpping beside mi, haha....nw im gettin use of him by my side le.....n nw back 2 home back 2 work,life starts 2 get sian again le,haha.....i miz the bathing in the bath tub which i seldom haf the chance 2 do it,keke....and that's was the 1st time in my life tat i go out of singapore wif my bf's family,so nervous haha.....bt turn out i was enjying myself, well basially i think gt my dear 2 pei mi oso....keke.......dear luv u so much....hehe wo ai si ni le...........muackssss,well nw settle some of my emails before logging off 2 c tv,as 4 my dear, he is doing some of his bike staff,so dun bother him so much let him do all the way ba...... :)

dear,after reading ur blog i feel so touch feel like crying again le,where wil u go 2 ne.....is u hu encourage mi 2 start all over again de,if suddenly u were 2 leave mi,wat m i goin 2 do ne.....as i say u already become part of my life le,seeing u almost everi day is a use 2 mi liao le, i wouldn complain much coz u really are the guy tat i like de....much much more better den those guys tat i haf known earlier.........dear i would try nt to use the words u dislike 2 hear,2 know tat there are sum1 hu treat mi so nice so dote on mi, i wouldn bother anything,things are gettin quite stable le,isnt it although we stil wil argue over sum thing hehe........bt den wil try 2 gif in 2 u if im the 1 hu is wrong,k dear.....i go watch tv le...muackssss

back again le, yesterday is my mummy de big day wor, hehe i go attend her ROM,she finally really bcum the real mummy liao le, so happy 4 her, keke.......den after tat mi n my da jie jie Rebecca go meet Jennifer n Big Candy, we go K box sing song,really enjy sia,hehe....they all so chio sia, so envy their body, haiz.....hw i wish i haf 1 oso, keke........i muz earn more money den can go jean yip haha.....den can slim down le,yesterday gt take pic wif them hehe when i go and wash den i wil go 2 dear de hm n scan, den i wil post it inside here,hehe.........n post inside the friendster oso...gif them c hw chio my god sis is........haha.......dear u 2 sensitive le la,im alrite,there are times tat i dun haf the mood 2 tok or rather i dun wish 2 tok abt it,u get wat i mean,n u already is my part of life le,so seeing u is nt surprise at all ma,even though we dun meet everi day bt is a use 2 mi liao le,u noe ma...well yesterday juz quarrel wif my dad 2pid sia,everi time ask mi go pay OCBC de bill den i start to say him back,i say him u tot u gt alot of money izzit,so 2pid of u, gt money oso nv c u gif ah ma,rather take it 2 use 4 credit card,haiz really veri 2pid lo,i stil say everi time u say mi brain like 2 pig y nt u say urself,think twice b4 sayin other ppl....coz u urself oso 2pid wat.....haiz...i really feel like findin part time job leh,den can support myself through the studies........hw sia..hu gt any job can intro mi de.......

hey it's mi back again le,hehe my cousin in law is pregnant again n is 4 mths keke so happy 4 her, haha coz i gt baby 2 carry again le, humpf angry wif dear wor, go stadium c race nv ask mi go bt den anyway i oso wana stay at hm,cant blame him oso, haiz chou dear dun tok 2 u le, dear veri scare tis word 'dun tok 2 u le' haha n guess wat tml is my Corina Mummy de ROM day wor, n she invite mi 2 go sia,so happy haha she stil remember mi tis little Candy,keke....tml muz remember bring camera go n take pic keke.....wonder hw it looks like hor,nv attend ROM b4 sia,keke hmmm ya hor gettin ROM oso nt mi haha........k la stop here dunno when wil cum in again n im angry wif dear chou dear humpf dun tok 2 u le humpf

haha i finally put on my braces le bt bottom teeth hafn put yet hehe muz wait at least a few mths den can put wor hmmmm n i put light blue colour keke n im hungry nw wor n i cant eat any more hard food sia crab oso cannt eat sobz so jia lat man hehe.........abit weird suddenly gt thing inside my mouth n its goin 2 b down there frm nw to a few yrs later haha nw chattin wif Stacey n Joo Gong haha so long no chat wif them le sia n long time nv go out wif them oso haha dunno wat the hack they doin sia haha n guess wat im listenin nw haha......im listenin 2 sum gangster song haha super funny bt abit foul song la keke lucky dear nv listen to this kind of song 1 haha.......k la i 1 2 go n buy food n eat liao le den later goin meet my dear, coz goin 2 c motor show haha.......cools muz bring camera go n take picture liao, keke

wow its been ages since i last log in haha basically no time at all if gt time oso accompany my dear dear ma hor, last wk public holiday went to Fraser Hill wif Gabriel n a guy cal Tommy de, hehe veri nice sia i finally can explore n u noe wat on the way up to the hill, i realise gt the cornerin thing n veri hard to control the bike wor, haiz think i really muz gif up on my learnin on the bike liao le, it seems so hard sia, haha the funny thing i wil always remember in my life is my dear dear suddenly become the Da Xiong, which is the Xiao Ding Dang owner ,hehe coz he wear my pyjamas haha super funny i keep on laughin, whenever i think of tis haha really feel happy though, i onli gt work n goin out wif him i oso gt time 4 my TV, haha haiz my dad cum in n ask mi 4 money, haiz looks like he really oso veri jia lat sia nw im really start to hesitate 4 my study liao shld i continue workin or go back sch, i really dunno sia when c my dad askin mi 4 money, i really feel sad sia if i go back continue study doesn i become his burden again wat shld i do help pls tel mi wat shld i do nw i really dunno, haiz im in a confused feelings rite nw i feel so sad really haiz i dun 1 becum a burden of dear, he himself oso gt his own burden n i shldn add on into his or i go back study my accounts better or continue study multi media course im really confused wat path m i takin rite nw i dun even noe abt it or shld i go take n O level will do or wat haiz my head pain really pain nw haiz

seeing those thread in sbf i more tempted 2 go learn bike bt den haiz i stil cant overcome my fear hw long muz i overcome it ne plus i oso no money to go n take practical maybe few yrs down the road wil make mi overcome the fear ba coz nw i stil scare of ridin haha i keep on hafin the tot tat i might die on the road if i ride the bike keke n yesterday go put braces haha the 1st part n the pain already killing mi its so pain i cant even chew sobzzz haiz n im stil findin job bt seems hard 2 find sia even a part time job y huh hmmm so weird although the downpayment haf been settle bt further nw the road i stil need alot of money sia haiz i shld haf been sensible n nt so 2pid haiz y i so 2pid huh hmmm veri fast next tues is our 3 mths le hehe really sound so fast hehe n im goin 19 le haha yes n is my fav no 19 haha k la next time den cum in write again hehe

juz nw reach hm den argue wif my ah ma about the 2pid money thing 4 my braces n i cry again sobzz i nw at least nid 2k i dunno where 2 find such amount of money nw im lookin 4 jobs tat can work frm nite or even weekend i really in nid of money i nid 2 pay the money 4 my braces y all tis nid money y sobz i really hate my life i hate it its sucks to the core blame my dad 4 spendin his money on his credit card tot hafin a credit card is cool actually is sucks lo knn i hate it la na bei if i can find a work tat works in the nite n weekend i sure move 2 my dear hm n stay liao n im tire liao i goin 2 slp le goin meet dear tml mornin liao haiz hu gt jobs pls kindly intro 2 mi can thanks alot wor

2day is sunday hehe at weekend at hm yesterday went to pasir ris meet my frien well i realise tat i seem 2 haf nthing 2 tok 2 them sia its like my concept n thinkin is adult thinkin well maybe is dear hu train mi up de haha goin out wif dear n his friends make mi think more like adult although my mentality is nt up 2 adult thinkin bt i realise i change alot nw i haf change quite alot of my habits like scoldin foul language like plans 4 future things like will think n save up money n spend neccessary things those unneccessary things i wouldn go n buy 4 it can c that there are difference between my frien and mi 4 example they cant think of where to go n stick to the place they wil 4ever change venue which my bf doesn like it hehe hmmm and they seem cant 2 b serious at all which his friend all are serious well maybe is bcoz i meet de all are workin adults tats y the mentality is different alot of different i wonder few mths down the road do we stil haf things 2 tok abt it ma nw wat happen 2 them i totally haf no idea at all haiz y is tis so wor y sia hmmm think i eat too much of chocolate le hehe nw my throat abit pain le oops later gif dear nag again le haha he didn control my diet c nw i haf gain wt le next time marry gif birth sure veri fat de hmmm i muz earn more money den can go slimmin center haha

1 wk no cum in le nw at dear de hm hehe juz finish bathin went cycling wif his sister 2day in the early afternoon hmmm think maybe go AMK shop c gt any jeans ant hehe juz nw almost cant cum back alive sia we stop at the traffic light n 1 cab behind suddenly E-brake sia if nt dear fast response i think we both ended up in hospital le hehe dear is a careful rider wor hehe tats y i dun wana learn ridin i think gt him protect mi can le haha i think i ride myself i might die in the road haha oops he cum out frm bathroom le hehe phew tot he cum out frm bathroom after bathin bt was wrong haha he nw den go in n bath anyway dear bath veri fast de i think he bath nt less den 10 mins dunno y he bath so fast anyway im nw hungry after he cum out go eat le his dad cook chicken soup hehe go eat the chicken soup

hmmm veri long no cum in n update le so is my dear haha........i was thinkin tis 2 mths goin on 3 mths wat haf i noe abt u as in ur character hmmm let mi c i noe u are a guy hu is always like to be on time n dun like 2 b late n u dislike sum kind of guys which u n i noe de hehe n u always like to plans things b4 hand n u are sensitive to dust,gt car sick,sea sick hmmmm n wats more huh cant think of any nw leh hehe so wat do u noe more abt mi huh hehe the things tat i like the colour all tis bt i believe down the road we will noe more abt each other isn't it dear hehe muacks nw i can tel u tat i haf totally forgotten my past totally 4get it n haf a new start wif u ahead n im veri happy 4 ur sis oso haha n i can get to carry baby soon wor hehe hope can carry la keke muackssssssss

yes after tryin so many times the blog finally can upload pic le haha i feel so happy sia hmmm pickin up multi media course to study indeed is a gd choice n i haf not regret yet i wish the sch can faster reopen haha den i can anytime do my blog my own no nid trouble Michelle liao le hehe well nw im goin 2 find the macpherson sch tel no n save it so when dec is nearer i can cal n ask them hehe when can go reg the sch hurray hmmm c when i free i go dear de hm n ask him help mi upload the motor gp pic hehe nw im continue 2 do my pic n is rainin nw *sneeze* haha

hehe........of coz im happy n excited oso tats the 1st time i kiss my bf infront of his frien n oso the 1st time celebrate bf bday hehe i hope we can haf many many 1st time, 1st time go Genting Highland wif u 1st time celebrate bday n lots lots i oso veri happy i finally can b like a normal gf which i nv had 1 b4 im really happy 2 haf u as my dear wif out transport is fine wif mi the most we can take bus which i always wanted a bf hu can pei mi take transport hehe normally i dun miz u much bt nw i do coz we seldom meet ma hehe tats the way i 1 2 dun always meet will make each other miss even more n luv even more isn it dear hehe k la i 1 2 prepare go slp again liao haha counting i already slp 3 times liao include later on de slp hehe.........

2day take leave didn go work hehe coz i overslept damn it den go back hm stil til noon time den wake up keke power hor anyway dear juz tel mi his bike is down n is at the workshop hehe so dun think gt meet him tml nite til sat hehe n tml is the day when my ah ma is cumin back hurray juz mopped the floor n finish doin my housework n my itch has gone down bt stil abit itch lo bt nt as jia lat as tat day n i keep thinkin abt dear de bday hehe i was really enjyin it sia i wonder dear do u enjy it ma although nt wif mi alone bt 2gether wif ur sec sch frien hehe keep thinkin of the bday kiss when Lum keep on askin 4 bday kiss haha think abt it really veri happy hehe hope next yr wil b happy oso hehe bt mine stil long way down the road sia i nw already thinkin Christmas eve go where celebrate or countdown hmmm im stil slppy nw leh dunno 1 2 go back n slp ant hehe anyway i think i goin down 2 hougang mall 1st go do my card 1st hehe u like the present tat i gif u de ma hmmm i already think of wat 2 gif u next yr liao le haha i think is veri long lo bt den already plan wat 2 gif u liao hehe muackssss..........

yesterday go KL Sepang watch the motor GP it was a fantastic bikes so powerful sia especially the class 2 bikes n the exhaust pipe sound was 2 fantastic sia hehe tis few days spend so much time wif dear really veri happy til juz nw abit dulan wif my 2pid dad i hate ppl comment at my bf stil say wat he saw dear smokin nabei stil say wat i find a bf tat looks much more older den him hu the hack is he anyway i stil gt 2 get marry 1 day wat i hate tat really damn mad i noe my dear much more den him juz saw my dear 1 time nia though dear is much more older den mi bt he is nice n gd 2 mi n both of us can communicate well wat does tat matter abt looks juz dun understand y 2 mi dear is my everi thing wor tml is dear dear de bday le hehe i haf already bought his bday present le tml wil take it 2 work n after tat meet my dear le hehe n my ah ma is cumin back tis fri le hehe goin 2 fetch them up frm airport well maybe wil ask my dear 2 go wif mi haha i miz them so much sia wahahah dear we haf been 2gether 4 2 mths le hehe tis 2 mths there are sad there are happy hope we can continue down the road n im goin off le goin down 2 buy my things n den go slp le hehe nite nite dear dear muacks~~~

hmm seems like i gt lesser time 2 cum in here n post le sia i oso dunno wat haf i been busy wif well busy washin clothes,cookin,doin housework well i like a housewife sia haha bt i dunno hw 2 cook leh hehe cannt b housewife if nt sure kana food poison by mi haha....juz haf a look at michelle de blog hmmm she seems hafin sum trouble i oso dunno wat trouble izzit his bf ma or wat i oso dunno anyway im thankful 2 haf a dear so gd haha dear i wil try 2 kick out my habits of lettin u spendin the money n i wil make it a point tat u can save up alot of money in future k,if next time we wana spend money juz think whether shld we spend ant hehe if nt u can always cook at hm n eat hehe save more money isn it sorri dear tat i haf make u spend a bomb tis mth im sorri sobzzz i will think of future things n dun spend so much hehe k dear.......my eyes pain le feel like slppin liao sia hehe nite nite go boil water den go slp le feel like eatin tibits bt den dunno y dun seems 2 eat it sia hehe maybe im 2 tire le ba nite dear hugzz muacksssssss

juz nw keep on thinkin haf been thinkin to the worse maybe u shld think properly 4 our relationship le do we nid to salvage our relationship ma or do u think do i really suits u ma i haf been askin myself tis questions frm the start i haf told u im nt worth it im nt compatible 4 u maybe frm the start we shldn haf been 2gether nw tat we are 2gether i keep on gifin u problems it hurts mi 2 c u so upset maybe we shld meet lesser n lesser hope tat wil help u maybe meet once in a mth oso wil help u isnt it 2 help u solve the problem the worse part i oso haf thought abt it le maybe u shld really think whether do we really suits each other ant i dun 1 next time bcoz of money we keep on arguin i dun 1 2 hurt u neither do i 1 u 2 b upset it hurts mi alot really hurts mi sobzzzzzzzz

well juz read dear de blog sound like is all my fault hmmmm top up fare card is u urself hu promise mi earlier since u cant do it den dun promise it i hate ppl hu break promises since u suggest til like tat den i oso suggest 2 u tat dun meet 4 the next few days until fri lo happy 4 both of us den u oso can save up sum money i really sorry keep on askin u 2 paid n i didn even care hw u feel it yest i was juz hafin mood swing n i didn really unhappy abt it wat since u really cant take it tat im hafin my mood swing den i suggest everi time my mood swing cum we dun meet at all tat wil b much more better in order 2 let u save up more money i plan nt 2 meet u liao we wil meet much more lesser, lesser den last time 2 let u save up more money den u wun b so frustrated wun feel so unhappy le rite dear

sobzzz missin the kin u luv the most is the painful thing which can make u cry non stop tats wat im doin it rite nw,miz my ah ma so much shld haf take longer leave hor den go aust den can c ah ma all tis sobzzzz nw all alone at hm i wonder wil i stil cry tml wif the workload which i hafn go 2 work 4 the past 1 wk hope i haf sumthing in mind 4 mi 2 do if nt i keep thinkin of my ah ma makes mi cry even more sobzzzzz i dun 1 2 argue wif u dun tok 2 mi

my ah ma fly off le wor go aust le left mi at here sobzzzz haiz sat goin 2 take out my stitche le yeah hopefully i can eat my favourite food hw i wish nw can eat chocolate bt cant sia hehe tml goin back work le so sian i nw feel so slppy wor take my medicine juz nw keke stomach pain oso nt feelin well hope later dear dear can sayang mi hehe later goin 2 meet him le think 2nite de dinner go his hm eat hao le haha anyway i juz nw cook de food is tasteless sia i think i cook wrongly haha stil hafn go eat it scally later eat liao food poisonin haha.....

juz nw eat the porridge eat until feel like vomittin sia didn finish it anyway juz throw it away,quarrel wif dear again over sum 2pid pictures i hate the feeling of quarrelling wif dear i really hate it,hu wil totally understand hw i feel in my heart i luv dear i dun 1 2 lose him i gt jealous bcoz in my heart i gt him if nt i wouldn even bother abt any gers he is takin pic wif,i juz dislike him taking pic wif gers tat i dunno de i myself oso nv take pic wif guys y muz him take pic wif gers ne well sum times i might be wildful might b unreasonable maybe is bcoz i luv him dun share any pic of urs 2 mi anymore i cant take it n i simply cant take it when my bf is takin pic wif other gers tat i dun even noe it de,i hate it.............i juz simply hate guys takin pic wif other gers when they themself already gt gf le i really hate it..............sobzzzz........dear dun argue anymore le hao ma sobzz.............

at hm again hehe........yest pei dear go celebrate his frien de bday well went to Siloso Beach n although i cant even the whole piece of the sandwich bt i did manage 2 bite the bread slowly hehe.....yesterday went to Carrefour buy my photo ablum den saw 1 maggi porridge so buy 1 packet n try it hehe well gt a taste of abalone hehe n i nw goin 2 eat it hehe really like baby porridge no nid bite de i stil left 2 small packets of wang wang xiao mantou hehe yesterday bought it haiz i so ke lian onli can eat tat..........hope i faster get well den can eat gd food le hehe..........muacks luv dear i really happy 2 noe tat dear willing mi 2 involve in his life really glad 2 haf u dear muack

2day didn go work wor stay at hm whole day surf the net den watch tv went to Hougang Mall pay bills den cum back surf the net again till nw hehe dear seems abit unusual wor sound unlike him sia izzit bcoz we gt 3 days didn meet up tats y abit weird n funny juz abit unlike him sia hmmm wonder wat went wrong....as usual i cant chew nor bite sia cant even tok haiz sad cant even smile nor laugh coz my mouth wil b pain de lo sobzzzzz........haiz sad sad sad i miz u dear miz ur big big stomach haha n miz ur chest haha.....bt den cant be like last time laugh so happily le coz cannt open mouth too big sobzz.......2 b beautiful muz pay a full price of it n sacrifice too haiz i think i sacrifice too much le ba 9 teeth leh sobz tel ppl they oso kana shock haha i myself oso kana shock by the normal teeth when taken out especially the hole there i wish 2 recover faster wor

dear so happy to c ur desires hehe bt abit sad too when u bcum so sensitive some times u really think too much juz like mi knowin a frien more doesn harm us rite n i did tel u wat if i didn tel u means im flirtin ard behind ur back bt i dun i tel u the truth didn i cant u juz trust on mi tat,make a new frien especially guys wil gif u goosebump izzit i oso didn stop u 4 makin new female friends did i bcoz i gt trust in u i noe wat u wil do wat u wun do de,n u shld trust mi on tat wat.......i juz dun understand y u keep say i flirt wor i nw IRC oso didn go in le wat u want mi to do sia haiz......dun argue bcoz of a unknown guy k,nw u noe i 1 2 spend more time on my ah ma le lo coz she goin fly off le 2 wks later den cum back leh gt 2 wks didn c her i confirm wil miz her like hell de coz i veri close 2 her de wor she takes care of mi when i was baby til nw mi really happy 2 c ur desire wor bt i cant smile nor laugh leh die sia den my face bcum a bitter face liao le haiz sobzzzzzz.......

back frm dental operation wor so painful sia cant even eat nor tok properly sobz i juz wana haf a break haf a rest y cant u let mi rest y muz u insist meetin mi im tire of it cant i haf my freedom cant i haf my rest of time ma muz i pei u almost everi day muz I.....nw im in pain yet i stil gt 2 go meet u do i really haf the need ma i juz wana rest at hm tats all im askin cant i ma i even reject Soo Hong who's helpin Wee Chuan celebrate his bday tml my frien can understand y cant u,gif mi a break i really nid a rest im nt a robert hu are b able 2 meet u almost everi day, everi min, everi sec n im tire i 1 2 haf my own time my freedom everi day meet will make mi feel sian de y cant u juz understand tat ne sobz.......now im tellin u im in pain n i wun meet u until next thurs K....dun cum ask mi out again i wana haf a BIG REST at hm n shun pian pei my ah ma oso they are flyin next thurs le i muz accompany her more de ma im nt like u hu always go out n doesn stay at hm,i wana haf a big catch wif my tv,my computer,my songs....... dear we spend too much time 2gether le we muz haf freedom de rite....let mi haf a gd rest k next thurs den meet u k meanwhile u can meet ur long time frien tat nv meet de 4 mi i wil stay at hm n recover my wounds k gif mi a break,a rest k

a long time didn log in le hehe.........finally im at hm back to my own sweet home le hehe coz tml hafin operation dental operation haha.........sure painful de so i think i wun meet dear til sat or mon ba coz i dun even noe can eat ma sum more im tire n i wana stay at hm n rest everi day meet i will feel sian de maybe im nt use to meet bf everi day ba i prefer 2 miz him if i cant meet him everi day meet den dun even nid 2 miz him le rite dear dun u think so ma juz take the pic go wash hehe yesterday nite we go Chinese Garden c lantern sia hehe.......gt winnie the pooh de haha i take pic wif it sia make Stacey jealous haha mi stil dulan wif the 2pid Kenny sia bastard leh him treat his bike so precious kns sia as if his bike can produce baby 4 him wonder wat his gf which is now his wife like him abt cant c any gd points on him leh onli gt bad points........idiot guys hmmm.......shld delete his no liao haha.....tis kind of guys i dun even wana c humpf sibei dulan although happen a few days ago say wat no matter gers or guys touch his bike he sure beat them up de regardless of whose gf siao rite tis kind of guy pui ar character so sux kns de........lucky i wun C HIM so often if nt i sure wun go i think his comin chalet i oso dun wana go c his face i might as well c tv still can laugh n relax c him pui onli gt dulan nia........go do my things le hehe

such a long time no cum in n update le hor hehe busy sia nw busy doin my webby hehe hmmmm well i tot everi couple there's bound to haf some arguement n quarrel de isn't it ma if no arguement how to noe each other more better wor nw den i noe ur wish is wat u haf nv tel mi b4 wor u didn tel mi any of ur wish is unfair 2 mi u noe ma yesterday de conversation let's 4get it k nw let's work hard n save up the money 2 buy the things which we wish 4 de lo hmmm im nw eatin the maggi mee which i cooked earlier de hehe and half doin my webby almost finish le dear dun always spend time on mi u shld spend time on ur family too rite family is more important den gf isn't it hmmm i goin do my webby le hehe later gt time den cum in n write ba :p

back frm work didn bath juz quickly cum back switch on my pc n look at dear de blog n tears dropping out frm my eyes though im angry on the way back bt when i start lookin at dear de blog my anger turn to saddness le sobz juz noe tat i keep on cry n cry y everi time a yes is bcoz u pamper mi too much le u dote on mi 2 much til i take everi thing as granted n nv discuss wif u im sorri dear i didn think of u i onli think of myself i didn noe u oso had ur unhappiness things i noe im selfish i didn bother abt ur feelings i onli bother abt myself i feel so terrible after readin ur blog nw i wish 2 hug u n say sorri

finally at my own sweet home le i miz my com n the song inside sia hehe.......tis few days really spend alot of time wif dear n totally no time 4 myself neither do i haf time 4 my frien haiz nt even marry already like tat if marry liao even worse liao lo sobz yest went to malacca sun tan all the way back to singapore sia hehe so hot the weather den we went to Mahkota shoppin center which is at Malacca go there buy 1 sunglass back haha if nt 2 hot cannt take it hmmmm tis 3 days can stay at hm le so gd sia hehe thurs den go meet my dear coz i on leave mornin go dental 2 haf my braces hehe next thurs oso on leave hehe........k i stop here go do my webby le so long no update sia hehe muz think hw 2 update n im hungry hehe bought 3 packets of tibits back haha sure gif dear nag again hehe gt a feeling like im goin 2 sick again sia sore throat abit pain liao hehe bt dunno y stil go buy tibits haha next mth goin KL shoppin hehe yippy next mth go i c gt undergarments 2 buy back ant hehe........

veri long no cum in le wor everi day meet dear seems like i gt no time at all no time at home sia seems like we muz set a day n time to meet if nt veri tire everi day meet sia plus both of us workin nw later goin meet him again think go his home stay den tml mornin got to go malacca veri early haiz tire again hmmm go to bath soon le if nt later he nag nag again cant stand of it haha.....juz bath come out haiz times like really veri rush 4 mi sia i hate tis feelin the time i spend on him is more den the time i spend at home i hate it.....i juz 1 2 b at hm some times bt den seems like it cant be sia shldn agree to go malacca in the 1st place haiz sobz feel like cryin wor....

juz upload my baby pic n my mummy pic inside my web suddenly i miz my mummy wor although i haf nv c my mummy b4 bt there's still a bond down there i miz her n im cryin though there are times tat i look normal bt den deep down i wil stil miz her as wat Belinda say which is my colleague in my temp job mother n daughter sure haf a bond coz is my mummy hu gif birth 2 mi de haiz if i ever haf a child i wil dote on him/her even more coz i dun haf mum luv i 1 my child 2 haf the luv dun them 2 b like mi feelin being numb totally numb there are lots n lots of things hidin in my heart which i doesn say it out coz im a person hu keep things all inside my heart de im lucky 2 haf dear hu wil always b there 4 mi de always make mi so happy bt sumtimes i wonder does he noes tat i do haf a sad face deep in my heart i still dunno dear well wor though he appear 2 b a happy guy bt deep down maybe he's so stress abt money n yet i at there spend his money i feel so bad wor really bad

hmmm.....a few days no cum in le hehe miz my computer wor cant log in at all coz i busy pei dear dear onli 2day restin ar coz i wana watch my tv hehe.....dunno y now almost everi day c dear bt im nt sick at all nt like last time den yest went to watch a movie hehe dear juz grant my wish wor would u ma u really mean it ma hehe.....im so happy wor really wish 2 haf our small family haha bt i think tat wil b yrs later ba i nw learnin how to be a mother liao le haha nw muz start learnin le if nt next time gt baby den jia lat le haha well i think too far le im still young n i already start to think of hafin a baby all tis mad sia haha think im crazy oso hehe really feel so fortunate to haf him as my dear wor hehe thanks god i finally find a gd guy tat i can rely on to de.......dear i believe u bt there are things tat i scare wil happen wor i scare so much wor haiz workin at loyang there gt 1 lady looks like 20+ wor bt actually she already married liao sia gt 2 yrs old daughter meet her daughter b4 so cute sia bcoz keep on heard wat she say i den keep on tellin dear abt baby thing hehe~~~hope we can haf twins in the future hor dear hehe~~~~tml is our 1 mth anni le will continue our relation on n on if can hehe~~~~~muackz hug dear

i really sibei dulan wif tis home i didn even bother to go eat since afternoon til nw even though gt my favourite food laksa n chilli crab so wats the big fuck i rather eat wif my dear dear so miz u wor haiz sobz~~~~dun haf u by my side really dunno wat to do haiz didn take my dinner dear sure nag de hehe bt i dun care i juz 1 2 go hungry coz sux to the core fastest 21 yrs go den go ROM den can buy a flat den by 090909 can get marry le hurray oops tis is all my thinking dun even noe he 1 ant haiz maybe he dun even 1 2 marry mi at all sobz~~~

fucking home i hate tis home la nb.....chee bye de bo dai bo chee knn kana scold nb fuck la nw listenin to techno song arghhhhh bloody home la haiz i wonder when i can start my own home nb de fuck leh...chee bye if noe shld follow dear go thailand instead of at home liao le fuck de nw i open loud music everi thing oso cannt hear i vow once i turn 21 i really go ROM den move out from tis 2pid home n go stay wif dear dear at least dear wil pamper mi n dote on mi.......sucks la tis home na bei fuck the mother asshole bloody shit de........

hehe.......juz nw watching channel 8 show tok abt pregnancy haha.....c those baby so cute sia.........den they gt say wat kind of food can eat all tis a few yrs later de thing i nw already think liao le.......hehe....bet dear can b a gd dad n husband hor.......he nw already pamper mi so much le if next time marry to him den gt baby sure pamper mi even more haha he's the kind of guy which i wana settle down wif bt maybe a few yrs later ba coz im stil young hehe i dun wanna being tie down by baby i stil one to enjy freedom haha........i one to faster grow up den can haf baby le.....since i no mum i 1 2 dote on my kids even more no mother de love is tong ku de lucky i gt dear to dote on mi hehe....nw playing hexic inside msn wif dave he happens to noe pai oso sia so concidence haha so miz dear wor.......keke....cant wait to meet him mon goin 2 meet him le i gt alot of pics sia waitin 2 go his home n scan haha those are my childhood pic gt sum is when i was a baby tat time sia n of coz gt my mummy n my cousin weddin pic hehe hmmm mi n shoei nw like friend le haha think nw is better den last time ba cant wait to haf my braces hehe den can take another pic wif dear dear again haha.......continue go play my games le countin down le miz dear wor

so long no cum in liao le,hehe....yesterday dear finally book out from his reservice camp,den he go white sand fetch mi up den go eat dinner wif his camp mates at millenia walk there,haf a very heavy dinner wor,den so fast dear goin 2 leave for thailand le,tis mornin go work already starts to miz him le,bt im abit sad when he tel mi tat hafin a gf is veri siong wor,hurt my feelin i was so scare tat u dun 1 mi anymore le,was so scare tat u wil leave mi,yesterday too tire le cant go any place 2 walk walk coz my eyes already almost closin liao,dear treat mi really gd tat sum times i really doesn worth he luv mi sobz even joo gong oso tel mi dun because he treat mi gd den i break wif him,i say i wun bt i feel so unworthy wif him, he cares alot for mi,i miz him,think by nw i haf already start to luv him n 4get shoei le,i wish 2 b wif him,wish to create a family, being wif him i really feel so fortunate,sum times i juz couldn say out the words i luv u,coz i haf nv say tis 3 words infront of my ex b4,i really feel comfortable wif dear,bt im scare on the other half too,scare he juz playin wif mi,scare he dun 1 mi anymore,scare scare scare,really scare of it,make mi heart pain de is when he say hafin a gf is veri siong,wat do u mean by tat ne,izzit hafin a gf so siong den u dun 1 mi anymore le,sobz den in the 1st place we shldn b 2gether sobz.....maybe i think too much le,anyway stil nid 2 wait for dear to come back from thailand den next thurs is our 1 mth le, hehe.......can go take pic liao le i want take nice nice pic tel dear liao le,keke~~~

moka didn book out 2day wor so sian den i at hm serve the computer whole day lo keke juz haf a flamin session wif the 2pid shoei inside the SBF n i nw hate him even more dun feel like c him at all the next outin better dun c him i hate him 2 the core he so kns de so wat if i live in my own world so wat if i dun care abt others is all my business n none of ur business u dun haf the nid 2 tel mi, u urself can't even set a gd example so u dun haf the rite 2 say mi u settle ur problem 1st b4 tokin 2 mi bastard sum times i c u ke lian bt in the end i noe tats was juz a lie 2 cover ur act i dun wish 2 c u anymore n nt in my life we are in 2 different paths u go urs i go mine tats all bye

2day went to work 1 temp job at ubi there pack hp de pack til my skin cum out so pain sia den stomach pain oso hehe heng cum back early den receive moka cal sayin he can book out i dun 1 2 meet him de coz i wanna watch tv hehe bt den stil go meet him awhile lo hehe went to Hougang Green n eat Long John Sliver de french fries hehe juz nw den cum back although is awhile bt 2 him is alot le hehe tis afternoon eat lunch alone so borin sia think rely on him too much le wif out him like so miserable sia alone hafin my lunch sobz den nw tokin 2 jia hui michelle frien hehe her unborn baby is a boi boi sia tok al0t sia hehe moka go back le hehe i feel so xin fu wif him wor haiz i dun wish 2 think abt last time de thing le past de let it past ba juz take it you yuan wu fen lo anyway u oso nt as hard workin as moka he willing 2 travel juz for mi bt u dun for comparin moka is much more better den u im sorri bt u wil stil b a special in my heart juz like my ex a beautiful memory tat i wil often think abt it often miz u i wonder haf u ever really luv mi whole heartedly b4 juz like moka do i hestitated coz i dunno the anz to my ques coz i really duno haiz hope we stil remain as frienz

listening to tis song cal di yi ci a nice song well tis song i write it down de dunno y feel like listenin 2 sad song rite nw the lyrics written down my feeling 4 some ppl hu might cum n c my blog de if u c it u shld noe tis song sound like ur voice mail :P wat past is past le no point thinking abt it zheng jing ai ni yong yuan ai ni

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c tis ring juz nw go heartland mall n buy de cal mood ring was replace by one ring in my middle finger hehe coz tat ring gt my ex de ring when i tel moka den he ask mi 2 wear another ring den i say u willin 2 buy den i willin 2 wear lo hehe he really sweet hor hehe 

hehe juz nw go bugis there take de abit 2 dark sia next mth den go take when we 1 mth hehe stand to in liao la next mth muz stand abit further hehe mi n moka lo hehe  

so slppy i still feel like slppin wor hehe yesterday really nice sia hehe coz i was being piggy back by moka haha tat was the 1st time in my life being piggy back by a guy wor bet my dad oso nv piggy back mi when i was a kid hehe did alot of 1st time wif him i believe 1st time go gentin wif him ride a long trip bike oso wif him n alot alot of 1st time i believe later oso 1st time hehe coz we are goin cycling i can believe out of so many relationship tis time round is the happiest relationship i ever had b4 de coz he make mi really so fortunate wor hw nice 2 haf him as my bf hehe go watch tv le later meetin him go east coast cyclin den go parkway shoppin den stil c gt other places to go ant hehe after today dunno when gt meet him again le coz he goin back camp n den 1 week outfield den wun b able to meet him le think gt to wait til next mth liao le hehe after he cum back frm thailand trip hehe yesterday was really angry wif demon n shoei lo cal them nv anz den msg oso nv repl mi at least shld tel mi where they are goin ma its like i hate like tat de lo 2pid haiz suan le shldn b angry over such a matter doesn worth it oso hehe go makan le wahahah yesterday didn eat crab sia hehe bt no vegetable oso haiz go out wif guys all eat meat none of them eat vegetable sia i like to eat vegetable wor yesterday the steam fish is nice sia so sweet next time muz go there eat more often hehe