sobzzz missin the kin u luv the most is the painful thing which can make u cry non stop tats wat im doin it rite nw,miz my ah ma so much shld haf take longer leave hor den go aust den can c ah ma all tis sobzzzz nw all alone at hm i wonder wil i stil cry tml wif the workload which i hafn go 2 work 4 the past 1 wk hope i haf sumthing in mind 4 mi 2 do if nt i keep thinkin of my ah ma makes mi cry even more sobzzzzz i dun 1 2 argue wif u dun tok 2 mi

my ah ma fly off le wor go aust le left mi at here sobzzzz haiz sat goin 2 take out my stitche le yeah hopefully i can eat my favourite food hw i wish nw can eat chocolate bt cant sia hehe tml goin back work le so sian i nw feel so slppy wor take my medicine juz nw keke stomach pain oso nt feelin well hope later dear dear can sayang mi hehe later goin 2 meet him le think 2nite de dinner go his hm eat hao le haha anyway i juz nw cook de food is tasteless sia i think i cook wrongly haha stil hafn go eat it scally later eat liao food poisonin haha.....

juz nw eat the porridge eat until feel like vomittin sia didn finish it anyway juz throw it away,quarrel wif dear again over sum 2pid pictures i hate the feeling of quarrelling wif dear i really hate it,hu wil totally understand hw i feel in my heart i luv dear i dun 1 2 lose him i gt jealous bcoz in my heart i gt him if nt i wouldn even bother abt any gers he is takin pic wif,i juz dislike him taking pic wif gers tat i dunno de i myself oso nv take pic wif guys y muz him take pic wif gers ne well sum times i might be wildful might b unreasonable maybe is bcoz i luv him dun share any pic of urs 2 mi anymore i cant take it n i simply cant take it when my bf is takin pic wif other gers tat i dun even noe it de,i hate it.............i juz simply hate guys takin pic wif other gers when they themself already gt gf le i really hate it..............sobzzzz........dear dun argue anymore le hao ma sobzz.............

at hm again hehe........yest pei dear go celebrate his frien de bday well went to Siloso Beach n although i cant even the whole piece of the sandwich bt i did manage 2 bite the bread slowly hehe.....yesterday went to Carrefour buy my photo ablum den saw 1 maggi porridge so buy 1 packet n try it hehe well gt a taste of abalone hehe n i nw goin 2 eat it hehe really like baby porridge no nid bite de i stil left 2 small packets of wang wang xiao mantou hehe yesterday bought it haiz i so ke lian onli can eat tat..........hope i faster get well den can eat gd food le hehe..........muacks luv dear i really happy 2 noe tat dear willing mi 2 involve in his life really glad 2 haf u dear muack

2day didn go work wor stay at hm whole day surf the net den watch tv went to Hougang Mall pay bills den cum back surf the net again till nw hehe dear seems abit unusual wor sound unlike him sia izzit bcoz we gt 3 days didn meet up tats y abit weird n funny juz abit unlike him sia hmmm wonder wat went wrong....as usual i cant chew nor bite sia cant even tok haiz sad cant even smile nor laugh coz my mouth wil b pain de lo sobzzzzz........haiz sad sad sad i miz u dear miz ur big big stomach haha n miz ur chest haha.....bt den cant be like last time laugh so happily le coz cannt open mouth too big sobzz.......2 b beautiful muz pay a full price of it n sacrifice too haiz i think i sacrifice too much le ba 9 teeth leh sobz tel ppl they oso kana shock haha i myself oso kana shock by the normal teeth when taken out especially the hole there i wish 2 recover faster wor

dear so happy to c ur desires hehe bt abit sad too when u bcum so sensitive some times u really think too much juz like mi knowin a frien more doesn harm us rite n i did tel u wat if i didn tel u means im flirtin ard behind ur back bt i dun i tel u the truth didn i cant u juz trust on mi tat,make a new frien especially guys wil gif u goosebump izzit i oso didn stop u 4 makin new female friends did i bcoz i gt trust in u i noe wat u wil do wat u wun do de,n u shld trust mi on tat wat.......i juz dun understand y u keep say i flirt wor i nw IRC oso didn go in le wat u want mi to do sia haiz......dun argue bcoz of a unknown guy k,nw u noe i 1 2 spend more time on my ah ma le lo coz she goin fly off le 2 wks later den cum back leh gt 2 wks didn c her i confirm wil miz her like hell de coz i veri close 2 her de wor she takes care of mi when i was baby til nw mi really happy 2 c ur desire wor bt i cant smile nor laugh leh die sia den my face bcum a bitter face liao le haiz sobzzzzzz.......

back frm dental operation wor so painful sia cant even eat nor tok properly sobz i juz wana haf a break haf a rest y cant u let mi rest y muz u insist meetin mi im tire of it cant i haf my freedom cant i haf my rest of time ma muz i pei u almost everi day muz I.....nw im in pain yet i stil gt 2 go meet u do i really haf the need ma i juz wana rest at hm tats all im askin cant i ma i even reject Soo Hong who's helpin Wee Chuan celebrate his bday tml my frien can understand y cant u,gif mi a break i really nid a rest im nt a robert hu are b able 2 meet u almost everi day, everi min, everi sec n im tire i 1 2 haf my own time my freedom everi day meet will make mi feel sian de y cant u juz understand tat ne sobz.......now im tellin u im in pain n i wun meet u until next thurs K....dun cum ask mi out again i wana haf a BIG REST at hm n shun pian pei my ah ma oso they are flyin next thurs le i muz accompany her more de ma im nt like u hu always go out n doesn stay at hm,i wana haf a big catch wif my tv,my computer,my songs....... dear we spend too much time 2gether le we muz haf freedom de rite....let mi haf a gd rest k next thurs den meet u k meanwhile u can meet ur long time frien tat nv meet de 4 mi i wil stay at hm n recover my wounds k gif mi a break,a rest k

a long time didn log in le hehe.........finally im at hm back to my own sweet home le hehe coz tml hafin operation dental operation haha.........sure painful de so i think i wun meet dear til sat or mon ba coz i dun even noe can eat ma sum more im tire n i wana stay at hm n rest everi day meet i will feel sian de maybe im nt use to meet bf everi day ba i prefer 2 miz him if i cant meet him everi day meet den dun even nid 2 miz him le rite dear dun u think so ma juz take the pic go wash hehe yesterday nite we go Chinese Garden c lantern sia hehe.......gt winnie the pooh de haha i take pic wif it sia make Stacey jealous haha mi stil dulan wif the 2pid Kenny sia bastard leh him treat his bike so precious kns sia as if his bike can produce baby 4 him wonder wat his gf which is now his wife like him abt cant c any gd points on him leh onli gt bad points........idiot guys hmmm.......shld delete his no liao haha.....tis kind of guys i dun even wana c humpf sibei dulan although happen a few days ago say wat no matter gers or guys touch his bike he sure beat them up de regardless of whose gf siao rite tis kind of guy pui ar character so sux kns de........lucky i wun C HIM so often if nt i sure wun go i think his comin chalet i oso dun wana go c his face i might as well c tv still can laugh n relax c him pui onli gt dulan nia........go do my things le hehe

such a long time no cum in n update le hor hehe busy sia nw busy doin my webby hehe hmmmm well i tot everi couple there's bound to haf some arguement n quarrel de isn't it ma if no arguement how to noe each other more better wor nw den i noe ur wish is wat u haf nv tel mi b4 wor u didn tel mi any of ur wish is unfair 2 mi u noe ma yesterday de conversation let's 4get it k nw let's work hard n save up the money 2 buy the things which we wish 4 de lo hmmm im nw eatin the maggi mee which i cooked earlier de hehe and half doin my webby almost finish le dear dun always spend time on mi u shld spend time on ur family too rite family is more important den gf isn't it hmmm i goin do my webby le hehe later gt time den cum in n write ba :p

back frm work didn bath juz quickly cum back switch on my pc n look at dear de blog n tears dropping out frm my eyes though im angry on the way back bt when i start lookin at dear de blog my anger turn to saddness le sobz juz noe tat i keep on cry n cry y everi time a yes is bcoz u pamper mi too much le u dote on mi 2 much til i take everi thing as granted n nv discuss wif u im sorri dear i didn think of u i onli think of myself i didn noe u oso had ur unhappiness things i noe im selfish i didn bother abt ur feelings i onli bother abt myself i feel so terrible after readin ur blog nw i wish 2 hug u n say sorri

finally at my own sweet home le i miz my com n the song inside sia hehe.......tis few days really spend alot of time wif dear n totally no time 4 myself neither do i haf time 4 my frien haiz nt even marry already like tat if marry liao even worse liao lo sobz yest went to malacca sun tan all the way back to singapore sia hehe so hot the weather den we went to Mahkota shoppin center which is at Malacca go there buy 1 sunglass back haha if nt 2 hot cannt take it hmmmm tis 3 days can stay at hm le so gd sia hehe thurs den go meet my dear coz i on leave mornin go dental 2 haf my braces hehe next thurs oso on leave hehe........k i stop here go do my webby le so long no update sia hehe muz think hw 2 update n im hungry hehe bought 3 packets of tibits back haha sure gif dear nag again hehe gt a feeling like im goin 2 sick again sia sore throat abit pain liao hehe bt dunno y stil go buy tibits haha next mth goin KL shoppin hehe yippy next mth go i c gt undergarments 2 buy back ant hehe........

veri long no cum in le wor everi day meet dear seems like i gt no time at all no time at home sia seems like we muz set a day n time to meet if nt veri tire everi day meet sia plus both of us workin nw later goin meet him again think go his home stay den tml mornin got to go malacca veri early haiz tire again hmmm go to bath soon le if nt later he nag nag again cant stand of it haha.....juz bath come out haiz times like really veri rush 4 mi sia i hate tis feelin the time i spend on him is more den the time i spend at home i hate it.....i juz 1 2 b at hm some times bt den seems like it cant be sia shldn agree to go malacca in the 1st place haiz sobz feel like cryin wor....

juz upload my baby pic n my mummy pic inside my web suddenly i miz my mummy wor although i haf nv c my mummy b4 bt there's still a bond down there i miz her n im cryin though there are times tat i look normal bt den deep down i wil stil miz her as wat Belinda say which is my colleague in my temp job mother n daughter sure haf a bond coz is my mummy hu gif birth 2 mi de haiz if i ever haf a child i wil dote on him/her even more coz i dun haf mum luv i 1 my child 2 haf the luv dun them 2 b like mi feelin being numb totally numb there are lots n lots of things hidin in my heart which i doesn say it out coz im a person hu keep things all inside my heart de im lucky 2 haf dear hu wil always b there 4 mi de always make mi so happy bt sumtimes i wonder does he noes tat i do haf a sad face deep in my heart i still dunno dear well wor though he appear 2 b a happy guy bt deep down maybe he's so stress abt money n yet i at there spend his money i feel so bad wor really bad

hmmm.....a few days no cum in le hehe miz my computer wor cant log in at all coz i busy pei dear dear onli 2day restin ar coz i wana watch my tv hehe.....dunno y now almost everi day c dear bt im nt sick at all nt like last time den yest went to watch a movie hehe dear juz grant my wish wor would u ma u really mean it ma hehe.....im so happy wor really wish 2 haf our small family haha bt i think tat wil b yrs later ba i nw learnin how to be a mother liao le haha nw muz start learnin le if nt next time gt baby den jia lat le haha well i think too far le im still young n i already start to think of hafin a baby all tis mad sia haha think im crazy oso hehe really feel so fortunate to haf him as my dear wor hehe thanks god i finally find a gd guy tat i can rely on to de.......dear i believe u bt there are things tat i scare wil happen wor i scare so much wor haiz workin at loyang there gt 1 lady looks like 20+ wor bt actually she already married liao sia gt 2 yrs old daughter meet her daughter b4 so cute sia bcoz keep on heard wat she say i den keep on tellin dear abt baby thing hehe~~~hope we can haf twins in the future hor dear hehe~~~~tml is our 1 mth anni le will continue our relation on n on if can hehe~~~~~muackz hug dear

i really sibei dulan wif tis home i didn even bother to go eat since afternoon til nw even though gt my favourite food laksa n chilli crab so wats the big fuck i rather eat wif my dear dear so miz u wor haiz sobz~~~~dun haf u by my side really dunno wat to do haiz didn take my dinner dear sure nag de hehe bt i dun care i juz 1 2 go hungry coz sux to the core fastest 21 yrs go den go ROM den can buy a flat den by 090909 can get marry le hurray oops tis is all my thinking dun even noe he 1 ant haiz maybe he dun even 1 2 marry mi at all sobz~~~

fucking home i hate tis home la nb.....chee bye de bo dai bo chee knn kana scold nb fuck la nw listenin to techno song arghhhhh bloody home la haiz i wonder when i can start my own home nb de fuck leh...chee bye if noe shld follow dear go thailand instead of at home liao le fuck de nw i open loud music everi thing oso cannt hear i vow once i turn 21 i really go ROM den move out from tis 2pid home n go stay wif dear dear at least dear wil pamper mi n dote on mi.......sucks la tis home na bei fuck the mother asshole bloody shit de........

hehe.......juz nw watching channel 8 show tok abt pregnancy haha.....c those baby so cute sia.........den they gt say wat kind of food can eat all tis a few yrs later de thing i nw already think liao le.......hehe....bet dear can b a gd dad n husband hor.......he nw already pamper mi so much le if next time marry to him den gt baby sure pamper mi even more haha he's the kind of guy which i wana settle down wif bt maybe a few yrs later ba coz im stil young hehe i dun wanna being tie down by baby i stil one to enjy freedom haha........i one to faster grow up den can haf baby le.....since i no mum i 1 2 dote on my kids even more no mother de love is tong ku de lucky i gt dear to dote on mi hehe....nw playing hexic inside msn wif dave he happens to noe pai oso sia so concidence haha so miz dear wor.......keke....cant wait to meet him mon goin 2 meet him le i gt alot of pics sia waitin 2 go his home n scan haha those are my childhood pic gt sum is when i was a baby tat time sia n of coz gt my mummy n my cousin weddin pic hehe hmmm mi n shoei nw like friend le haha think nw is better den last time ba cant wait to haf my braces hehe den can take another pic wif dear dear again haha.......continue go play my games le countin down le miz dear wor

so long no cum in liao le,hehe....yesterday dear finally book out from his reservice camp,den he go white sand fetch mi up den go eat dinner wif his camp mates at millenia walk there,haf a very heavy dinner wor,den so fast dear goin 2 leave for thailand le,tis mornin go work already starts to miz him le,bt im abit sad when he tel mi tat hafin a gf is veri siong wor,hurt my feelin i was so scare tat u dun 1 mi anymore le,was so scare tat u wil leave mi,yesterday too tire le cant go any place 2 walk walk coz my eyes already almost closin liao,dear treat mi really gd tat sum times i really doesn worth he luv mi sobz even joo gong oso tel mi dun because he treat mi gd den i break wif him,i say i wun bt i feel so unworthy wif him, he cares alot for mi,i miz him,think by nw i haf already start to luv him n 4get shoei le,i wish 2 b wif him,wish to create a family, being wif him i really feel so fortunate,sum times i juz couldn say out the words i luv u,coz i haf nv say tis 3 words infront of my ex b4,i really feel comfortable wif dear,bt im scare on the other half too,scare he juz playin wif mi,scare he dun 1 mi anymore,scare scare scare,really scare of it,make mi heart pain de is when he say hafin a gf is veri siong,wat do u mean by tat ne,izzit hafin a gf so siong den u dun 1 mi anymore le,sobz den in the 1st place we shldn b 2gether sobz.....maybe i think too much le,anyway stil nid 2 wait for dear to come back from thailand den next thurs is our 1 mth le, hehe.......can go take pic liao le i want take nice nice pic tel dear liao le,keke~~~