hmmm... long time no blog, since the gathering at bbq i've been busy preparing my wedding preparation until no time to surf net haha... bought LG phone last weekend. last nite went to select my photo. our selection was fast spent 2 hrs at the bridal shop and everi thing was done. the next time i go down will be viewing the layout for my ablum.

was quite unhappy for the outcome, bcoz the fake eye lashes cover my eyes, i cant even c my own eyes. all the pic i saw is my eyes are close. tats y we spend only 2 hrs bcoz i chose only those pic tat i can c my eyes are open. was pretty upset, at the photoshoot the MUA comment tat my gown do not need the push up effect so she didn help me at all, which makes me veri piss off liao. then now the picture are totally ruin by the fake eye lashes. bloody hell... if im rich i confirm request retake again. the life time picture are all ruin by the fake eye lashes. i told dear that on the actual day i dun 1 2 stick on any fake eye lashes liao. i ask the make up artist to do the make up abit not like me but not totally cannt c my eyes lor. think of the pic n the photo shoot im really veri piss off. KNN.... seeing the outcome suppose to be happy but for me im not happy at all.. i keep on grumble... how i wish clock can turn back again, i wun stick on the eye lashes

my heart is gettin more hatred. i dont feel any luv at all, im countin down towards the day that i get the key to my house. sometimes i wonder to myself, will i ever drop a single tear for my dad. towards him, i only have hatred, the reason i settle down early oso bcoz of him, so that i can officially move out of this stupid house n no longer need to face him.

1st post in the new month, wat am i busy with recently. went to Bukit Tinggi last weekend during Labour Day, quite fun but veri hot haha.. and the place we stay looks like the castle in europe style haha... food over there is exp. after comin back the next day went to shop for furniture with his whole family. we shop almost half a day. damn tiring, lucky our house come in 2 yrs later if not i think my legs is goin to kill me.

now we are waiting for Kit or Sally to cal us up for the photo selection, and this week goin to his house and select the photo montage so that we can pass it to Ah Boon friend to help us do the photo montage. 2nd thing goin to have a meet up with the supplier for the wedding favors, 3rd thing got to book a health check up appointment which i intend to do it maybe next mth. 4th thing got to select a date for the guo da li which i guess shld be ard end of june time ba. the last thing which i really havin a headache will be the guest list n the sister thing. haizz... i really wish the friends whom i've been close with can participate in my big day. but then again, as wat joey mention before, "you never ask how would you know whether they want to help anot. dun assume it, juz ask it"


are my close friends goin to help mi celebrate my hens nite?? i tot of goin to taiwan for a week with Stacey they all, but then again money counts haha... since Lum n Seng planning to go Phuket for the bachelor nite y cant i go taiwan or somewhere near near like Batam or Bintan oso can haha... i really wish to relax myself n enjoy myself b4 i step into another new step. i wish to go to places i nv been b4 like st james n zouk haha...