i dreamt of joo gong last nite, hmmm when is the last time i dreamt of her i think is last yr ba. or even 2 yrs ago, dreamt abt her in short hair haha... and we chattin outside the toilet in her house kitchen, if i dun remember wrong haha... although i know she wun cut her hair short but she do look nice in my dream. i dream that we are watching movie together with the group, when is the last time i have watch movie with the group i think is years back le ba. is this a hint from you that i shld join them more often so that i can dream of you haha... anyway the dream is so real juz like we've watch the movie not long before haha... i do miss you, whenever i think of you i cant hold my tears. you are always constantly in my mind. how i wish i got the 3rd eye to see you lol~~~

after finishin takin the PS yesterday was so shag and i couldn even get up to go to work, so i took urgent leave for today haha.... thinkin back the more i think of Kit the more i think he looks like the Feng De Lun haha... was fun for the PS enjoy myself how i wish can go back take again haha.... i think i'm falling in luv with the PS haha... maybe next time can go back take again probably with the whole family or our 10 yr weddin anni haha...

after the gathering with Stacey last week, i really should treasure them. they are the friends i have spend with in my sch days. i promise that i will find time to meet up with them and not MIA hehe... hope i can go back to your group

yesterday went to the final gown selection for my evening gown, in the end not much of the colour or design tat i like. so took back the first evening gown that i reserve when i went there for the 1st time. afternoon came back for the trial make up
veri happy for the effect n i keep on taking picture of myself haha....

like this pic, but the eyes abit side way looking of it haha... n my poor dolphin not only even half the body is inside the pic haha...




inside the car



ghostly pic of me haha...



act cute of me haha...



look so weird haha...



do i look even fierce enough or juz a black face after all haha




both of us in his car while waiting for my family to come down.

i wonder is it the gers use to protect me, tats y nw whatever things i say out muz be veri careful especially in a small n complicated with so many politic company. my ex colleague juz told me tat she draw a distance from me. she keep on sayin tat other ppl wun think like the way i do, i noe tat everi time i dun use my brain to think of the impact n consequences i juz bluntly say out, although i meant no harm but maybe to other ppl it really matters alot. hw m i suppose to change this where i have survive with this character for so long. haizz... last time in Brady i dun see any polictic like wat i saw in my current company. haizz... is it my thinkin really still at children time or i didn grow up at all or i simply cannt click with those ppl who is much more older than me. looks like next time i muz be a mute ger in work life liao le. i muz only work n nt chit chat or gossip if not more n more ppl will draw the distance away from me even though she no longer work in my company. haizzz.... workin life is so complicated how i wish i still a child live with no worries. i really miss those sec sch days, can i go back to the time where we still studying?? i really dun 1 2 work in this company whom is full of politic, everi thing i do i say muz be careful. im the type tat y cares wat other ppl are thinkin sometimes i really think tat these ppl really think too much. haizzz...

hmmm... had a long chat wif joey today. looks like tml got to ask dear out to have a chat le. wat shld i do to make u guys come out, have send sms but no definite anz. wat can i do other than sms. call??? well, take a step at a time ba, i tried my best le.

was watching youtube video earlier on, didn noe that ya lun was afraid of heights same as me sia haha... but 1 thing he keeps alot of facial products in his bag wor, while yi ru likes to keep his own photo in his bag. da dong luvs his appearance alot n he wun allow tat his hair to be messy. haha... saw a video where wu zhun was kissing ya lun n da dong was kissing yi ru, but yi ru keep on rejecting haha... so funny n abit gross lol... yi ru say tat although the 4 of them are quite gd friends but not to the extend of kissing each other haha... i laugh until almost cry out liao haha... sibei funny, yesterday went to follow the pillow which i custom made from the taiwan, have their picture on it wor hehe... the other nite juz haf a dream of them. simply luv them too much le haha...