today suppose to have lesson but i dun feel like goin haha... even though i did feel abit better but my head somehow still abit pain. i really dun feel like continue studying liao leh i really want to give up. i dun like the idea of studyin part time. i hate my dear i hate him. all his fault. bcoz of him i go study i hate tis world. y not i juz follow soo hong footstep wouldn it be more nice. wun be bother by so much things. wun feel so frustrated. sometime i wonder y the one who pass away is not me yet her. im juz a nobody.