2day is sunday hehe at weekend at hm yesterday went to pasir ris meet my frien well i realise tat i seem 2 haf nthing 2 tok 2 them sia its like my concept n thinkin is adult thinkin well maybe is dear hu train mi up de haha goin out wif dear n his friends make mi think more like adult although my mentality is nt up 2 adult thinkin bt i realise i change alot nw i haf change quite alot of my habits like scoldin foul language like plans 4 future things like will think n save up money n spend neccessary things those unneccessary things i wouldn go n buy 4 it can c that there are difference between my frien and mi 4 example they cant think of where to go n stick to the place they wil 4ever change venue which my bf doesn like it hehe hmmm and they seem cant 2 b serious at all which his friend all are serious well maybe is bcoz i meet de all are workin adults tats y the mentality is different alot of different i wonder few mths down the road do we stil haf things 2 tok abt it ma nw wat happen 2 them i totally haf no idea at all haiz y is tis so wor y sia hmmm think i eat too much of chocolate le hehe nw my throat abit pain le oops later gif dear nag again le haha he didn control my diet c nw i haf gain wt le next time marry gif birth sure veri fat de hmmm i muz earn more money den can go slimmin center haha

1 wk no cum in le nw at dear de hm hehe juz finish bathin went cycling wif his sister 2day in the early afternoon hmmm think maybe go AMK shop c gt any jeans ant hehe juz nw almost cant cum back alive sia we stop at the traffic light n 1 cab behind suddenly E-brake sia if nt dear fast response i think we both ended up in hospital le hehe dear is a careful rider wor hehe tats y i dun wana learn ridin i think gt him protect mi can le haha i think i ride myself i might die in the road haha oops he cum out frm bathroom le hehe phew tot he cum out frm bathroom after bathin bt was wrong haha he nw den go in n bath anyway dear bath veri fast de i think he bath nt less den 10 mins dunno y he bath so fast anyway im nw hungry after he cum out go eat le his dad cook chicken soup hehe go eat the chicken soup

hmmm veri long no cum in n update le so is my dear haha........i was thinkin tis 2 mths goin on 3 mths wat haf i noe abt u as in ur character hmmm let mi c i noe u are a guy hu is always like to be on time n dun like 2 b late n u dislike sum kind of guys which u n i noe de hehe n u always like to plans things b4 hand n u are sensitive to dust,gt car sick,sea sick hmmmm n wats more huh cant think of any nw leh hehe so wat do u noe more abt mi huh hehe the things tat i like the colour all tis bt i believe down the road we will noe more abt each other isn't it dear hehe muacks nw i can tel u tat i haf totally forgotten my past totally 4get it n haf a new start wif u ahead n im veri happy 4 ur sis oso haha n i can get to carry baby soon wor hehe hope can carry la keke muackssssssss

yes after tryin so many times the blog finally can upload pic le haha i feel so happy sia hmmm pickin up multi media course to study indeed is a gd choice n i haf not regret yet i wish the sch can faster reopen haha den i can anytime do my blog my own no nid trouble Michelle liao le hehe well nw im goin 2 find the macpherson sch tel no n save it so when dec is nearer i can cal n ask them hehe when can go reg the sch hurray hmmm c when i free i go dear de hm n ask him help mi upload the motor gp pic hehe nw im continue 2 do my pic n is rainin nw *sneeze* haha

hehe........of coz im happy n excited oso tats the 1st time i kiss my bf infront of his frien n oso the 1st time celebrate bf bday hehe i hope we can haf many many 1st time, 1st time go Genting Highland wif u 1st time celebrate bday n lots lots i oso veri happy i finally can b like a normal gf which i nv had 1 b4 im really happy 2 haf u as my dear wif out transport is fine wif mi the most we can take bus which i always wanted a bf hu can pei mi take transport hehe normally i dun miz u much bt nw i do coz we seldom meet ma hehe tats the way i 1 2 dun always meet will make each other miss even more n luv even more isn it dear hehe k la i 1 2 prepare go slp again liao haha counting i already slp 3 times liao include later on de slp hehe.........

2day take leave didn go work hehe coz i overslept damn it den go back hm stil til noon time den wake up keke power hor anyway dear juz tel mi his bike is down n is at the workshop hehe so dun think gt meet him tml nite til sat hehe n tml is the day when my ah ma is cumin back hurray juz mopped the floor n finish doin my housework n my itch has gone down bt stil abit itch lo bt nt as jia lat as tat day n i keep thinkin abt dear de bday hehe i was really enjyin it sia i wonder dear do u enjy it ma although nt wif mi alone bt 2gether wif ur sec sch frien hehe keep thinkin of the bday kiss when Lum keep on askin 4 bday kiss haha think abt it really veri happy hehe hope next yr wil b happy oso hehe bt mine stil long way down the road sia i nw already thinkin Christmas eve go where celebrate or countdown hmmm im stil slppy nw leh dunno 1 2 go back n slp ant hehe anyway i think i goin down 2 hougang mall 1st go do my card 1st hehe u like the present tat i gif u de ma hmmm i already think of wat 2 gif u next yr liao le haha i think is veri long lo bt den already plan wat 2 gif u liao hehe muackssss..........

yesterday go KL Sepang watch the motor GP it was a fantastic bikes so powerful sia especially the class 2 bikes n the exhaust pipe sound was 2 fantastic sia hehe tis few days spend so much time wif dear really veri happy til juz nw abit dulan wif my 2pid dad i hate ppl comment at my bf stil say wat he saw dear smokin nabei stil say wat i find a bf tat looks much more older den him hu the hack is he anyway i stil gt 2 get marry 1 day wat i hate tat really damn mad i noe my dear much more den him juz saw my dear 1 time nia though dear is much more older den mi bt he is nice n gd 2 mi n both of us can communicate well wat does tat matter abt looks juz dun understand y 2 mi dear is my everi thing wor tml is dear dear de bday le hehe i haf already bought his bday present le tml wil take it 2 work n after tat meet my dear le hehe n my ah ma is cumin back tis fri le hehe goin 2 fetch them up frm airport well maybe wil ask my dear 2 go wif mi haha i miz them so much sia wahahah dear we haf been 2gether 4 2 mths le hehe tis 2 mths there are sad there are happy hope we can continue down the road n im goin off le goin down 2 buy my things n den go slp le hehe nite nite dear dear muacks~~~

hmm seems like i gt lesser time 2 cum in here n post le sia i oso dunno wat haf i been busy wif well busy washin clothes,cookin,doin housework well i like a housewife sia haha bt i dunno hw 2 cook leh hehe cannt b housewife if nt sure kana food poison by mi haha....juz haf a look at michelle de blog hmmm she seems hafin sum trouble i oso dunno wat trouble izzit his bf ma or wat i oso dunno anyway im thankful 2 haf a dear so gd haha dear i wil try 2 kick out my habits of lettin u spendin the money n i wil make it a point tat u can save up alot of money in future k,if next time we wana spend money juz think whether shld we spend ant hehe if nt u can always cook at hm n eat hehe save more money isn it sorri dear tat i haf make u spend a bomb tis mth im sorri sobzzz i will think of future things n dun spend so much hehe k dear.......my eyes pain le feel like slppin liao sia hehe nite nite go boil water den go slp le feel like eatin tibits bt den dunno y dun seems 2 eat it sia hehe maybe im 2 tire le ba nite dear hugzz muacksssssss

juz nw keep on thinkin haf been thinkin to the worse maybe u shld think properly 4 our relationship le do we nid to salvage our relationship ma or do u think do i really suits u ma i haf been askin myself tis questions frm the start i haf told u im nt worth it im nt compatible 4 u maybe frm the start we shldn haf been 2gether nw tat we are 2gether i keep on gifin u problems it hurts mi 2 c u so upset maybe we shld meet lesser n lesser hope tat wil help u maybe meet once in a mth oso wil help u isnt it 2 help u solve the problem the worse part i oso haf thought abt it le maybe u shld really think whether do we really suits each other ant i dun 1 next time bcoz of money we keep on arguin i dun 1 2 hurt u neither do i 1 u 2 b upset it hurts mi alot really hurts mi sobzzzzzzzz

well juz read dear de blog sound like is all my fault hmmmm top up fare card is u urself hu promise mi earlier since u cant do it den dun promise it i hate ppl hu break promises since u suggest til like tat den i oso suggest 2 u tat dun meet 4 the next few days until fri lo happy 4 both of us den u oso can save up sum money i really sorry keep on askin u 2 paid n i didn even care hw u feel it yest i was juz hafin mood swing n i didn really unhappy abt it wat since u really cant take it tat im hafin my mood swing den i suggest everi time my mood swing cum we dun meet at all tat wil b much more better in order 2 let u save up more money i plan nt 2 meet u liao we wil meet much more lesser, lesser den last time 2 let u save up more money den u wun b so frustrated wun feel so unhappy le rite dear

sobzzz missin the kin u luv the most is the painful thing which can make u cry non stop tats wat im doin it rite nw,miz my ah ma so much shld haf take longer leave hor den go aust den can c ah ma all tis sobzzzz nw all alone at hm i wonder wil i stil cry tml wif the workload which i hafn go 2 work 4 the past 1 wk hope i haf sumthing in mind 4 mi 2 do if nt i keep thinkin of my ah ma makes mi cry even more sobzzzzz i dun 1 2 argue wif u dun tok 2 mi

my ah ma fly off le wor go aust le left mi at here sobzzzz haiz sat goin 2 take out my stitche le yeah hopefully i can eat my favourite food hw i wish nw can eat chocolate bt cant sia hehe tml goin back work le so sian i nw feel so slppy wor take my medicine juz nw keke stomach pain oso nt feelin well hope later dear dear can sayang mi hehe later goin 2 meet him le think 2nite de dinner go his hm eat hao le haha anyway i juz nw cook de food is tasteless sia i think i cook wrongly haha stil hafn go eat it scally later eat liao food poisonin haha.....

juz nw eat the porridge eat until feel like vomittin sia didn finish it anyway juz throw it away,quarrel wif dear again over sum 2pid pictures i hate the feeling of quarrelling wif dear i really hate it,hu wil totally understand hw i feel in my heart i luv dear i dun 1 2 lose him i gt jealous bcoz in my heart i gt him if nt i wouldn even bother abt any gers he is takin pic wif,i juz dislike him taking pic wif gers tat i dunno de i myself oso nv take pic wif guys y muz him take pic wif gers ne well sum times i might be wildful might b unreasonable maybe is bcoz i luv him dun share any pic of urs 2 mi anymore i cant take it n i simply cant take it when my bf is takin pic wif other gers tat i dun even noe it de,i hate it.............i juz simply hate guys takin pic wif other gers when they themself already gt gf le i really hate it..............sobzzzz........dear dun argue anymore le hao ma sobzz.............

at hm again hehe........yest pei dear go celebrate his frien de bday well went to Siloso Beach n although i cant even the whole piece of the sandwich bt i did manage 2 bite the bread slowly hehe.....yesterday went to Carrefour buy my photo ablum den saw 1 maggi porridge so buy 1 packet n try it hehe well gt a taste of abalone hehe n i nw goin 2 eat it hehe really like baby porridge no nid bite de i stil left 2 small packets of wang wang xiao mantou hehe yesterday bought it haiz i so ke lian onli can eat tat..........hope i faster get well den can eat gd food le hehe..........muacks luv dear i really happy 2 noe tat dear willing mi 2 involve in his life really glad 2 haf u dear muack

2day didn go work wor stay at hm whole day surf the net den watch tv went to Hougang Mall pay bills den cum back surf the net again till nw hehe dear seems abit unusual wor sound unlike him sia izzit bcoz we gt 3 days didn meet up tats y abit weird n funny juz abit unlike him sia hmmm wonder wat went wrong....as usual i cant chew nor bite sia cant even tok haiz sad cant even smile nor laugh coz my mouth wil b pain de lo sobzzzzz........haiz sad sad sad i miz u dear miz ur big big stomach haha n miz ur chest haha.....bt den cant be like last time laugh so happily le coz cannt open mouth too big sobzz.......2 b beautiful muz pay a full price of it n sacrifice too haiz i think i sacrifice too much le ba 9 teeth leh sobz tel ppl they oso kana shock haha i myself oso kana shock by the normal teeth when taken out especially the hole there i wish 2 recover faster wor

dear so happy to c ur desires hehe bt abit sad too when u bcum so sensitive some times u really think too much juz like mi knowin a frien more doesn harm us rite n i did tel u wat if i didn tel u means im flirtin ard behind ur back bt i dun i tel u the truth didn i cant u juz trust on mi tat,make a new frien especially guys wil gif u goosebump izzit i oso didn stop u 4 makin new female friends did i bcoz i gt trust in u i noe wat u wil do wat u wun do de,n u shld trust mi on tat wat.......i juz dun understand y u keep say i flirt wor i nw IRC oso didn go in le wat u want mi to do sia haiz......dun argue bcoz of a unknown guy k,nw u noe i 1 2 spend more time on my ah ma le lo coz she goin fly off le 2 wks later den cum back leh gt 2 wks didn c her i confirm wil miz her like hell de coz i veri close 2 her de wor she takes care of mi when i was baby til nw mi really happy 2 c ur desire wor bt i cant smile nor laugh leh die sia den my face bcum a bitter face liao le haiz sobzzzzzz.......

back frm dental operation wor so painful sia cant even eat nor tok properly sobz i juz wana haf a break haf a rest y cant u let mi rest y muz u insist meetin mi im tire of it cant i haf my freedom cant i haf my rest of time ma muz i pei u almost everi day muz I.....nw im in pain yet i stil gt 2 go meet u do i really haf the need ma i juz wana rest at hm tats all im askin cant i ma i even reject Soo Hong who's helpin Wee Chuan celebrate his bday tml my frien can understand y cant u,gif mi a break i really nid a rest im nt a robert hu are b able 2 meet u almost everi day, everi min, everi sec n im tire i 1 2 haf my own time my freedom everi day meet will make mi feel sian de y cant u juz understand tat ne sobz.......now im tellin u im in pain n i wun meet u until next thurs K....dun cum ask mi out again i wana haf a BIG REST at hm n shun pian pei my ah ma oso they are flyin next thurs le i muz accompany her more de ma im nt like u hu always go out n doesn stay at hm,i wana haf a big catch wif my tv,my computer,my songs....... dear we spend too much time 2gether le we muz haf freedom de rite....let mi haf a gd rest k next thurs den meet u k meanwhile u can meet ur long time frien tat nv meet de 4 mi i wil stay at hm n recover my wounds k gif mi a break,a rest k

a long time didn log in le hehe.........finally im at hm back to my own sweet home le hehe coz tml hafin operation dental operation haha.........sure painful de so i think i wun meet dear til sat or mon ba coz i dun even noe can eat ma sum more im tire n i wana stay at hm n rest everi day meet i will feel sian de maybe im nt use to meet bf everi day ba i prefer 2 miz him if i cant meet him everi day meet den dun even nid 2 miz him le rite dear dun u think so ma juz take the pic go wash hehe yesterday nite we go Chinese Garden c lantern sia hehe.......gt winnie the pooh de haha i take pic wif it sia make Stacey jealous haha mi stil dulan wif the 2pid Kenny sia bastard leh him treat his bike so precious kns sia as if his bike can produce baby 4 him wonder wat his gf which is now his wife like him abt cant c any gd points on him leh onli gt bad points........idiot guys hmmm.......shld delete his no liao haha.....tis kind of guys i dun even wana c humpf sibei dulan although happen a few days ago say wat no matter gers or guys touch his bike he sure beat them up de regardless of whose gf siao rite tis kind of guy pui ar character so sux kns de........lucky i wun C HIM so often if nt i sure wun go i think his comin chalet i oso dun wana go c his face i might as well c tv still can laugh n relax c him pui onli gt dulan nia........go do my things le hehe

such a long time no cum in n update le hor hehe busy sia nw busy doin my webby hehe hmmmm well i tot everi couple there's bound to haf some arguement n quarrel de isn't it ma if no arguement how to noe each other more better wor nw den i noe ur wish is wat u haf nv tel mi b4 wor u didn tel mi any of ur wish is unfair 2 mi u noe ma yesterday de conversation let's 4get it k nw let's work hard n save up the money 2 buy the things which we wish 4 de lo hmmm im nw eatin the maggi mee which i cooked earlier de hehe and half doin my webby almost finish le dear dun always spend time on mi u shld spend time on ur family too rite family is more important den gf isn't it hmmm i goin do my webby le hehe later gt time den cum in n write ba :p

back frm work didn bath juz quickly cum back switch on my pc n look at dear de blog n tears dropping out frm my eyes though im angry on the way back bt when i start lookin at dear de blog my anger turn to saddness le sobz juz noe tat i keep on cry n cry y everi time a yes is bcoz u pamper mi too much le u dote on mi 2 much til i take everi thing as granted n nv discuss wif u im sorri dear i didn think of u i onli think of myself i didn noe u oso had ur unhappiness things i noe im selfish i didn bother abt ur feelings i onli bother abt myself i feel so terrible after readin ur blog nw i wish 2 hug u n say sorri