well, its goin 2 b 5 months le, times flies to fast isn't it, n by chinese new year we will b 2gether 4 half yr le, hmmm i dun understand y u muz hate mi 2 luv mi even more wor, so blur dun even noe wat u thinkin of hehe.... mi so blur de ma as u noe, keke....bt i was so happy that i keep on thinkin abt Christmas eve where we celebrate at Jame's place...it was so much fun...*yawnz* im goin 2 slp le, nite dear, luv u silly dear even more, nw even i wana slp i oso can think of ur silly face haha....nite dear....muacks...

juz wake up frm my slp, yesterday spend the day at James place, wow tat was the 1st time tat i haf play such a game and it was a fantastic nite i ever had through out all those years, hmmm n 1 of the present tat i haf chosen is a necklace hehe.....while dear de present is a PC game, i think so, n wat did dear buy 4 mi leh, well is a bag haha....anyway i wil use it de keke.....n James place is a so comfortable place wor, is a veri huge house, hehe....and tat's the 1st time i get to stay at there n play those games, keke....dear de frien is hmmm well humourous, as i can say, hehe....there are guys n gers, tis yr really is a enjoyable yr 4 mi, n later on im goin 2 dear sis's home, keke....i feel so fortunate 2 haf u as my dear, really brought mi alot of laughters n happiness...well, im goin 2 get bath n eat le, later goin 2 meet dear liao keke

well, tis is the 04 R'1 wif out headlight hehe cool ma....

haiz im so stress help wat shld i do nw,i haf been informed tat the HR wana extend mi til next yr march n wat shld i do nw, n i haf already apply 4 my nitec in ite n if successful im goin 2 study if nt im goin 2 continue 2 work, haiz i really dunno wat shld i do nw, continue study or work, bt i scare 4 my GPA score i wun b able 2 go into ite bishan, n my dental fees has cum, frm next monday onwards they wil deduct everi $100 frm my bank acc, im so stress hw sia wat am i goin 2 do nw, continue study or continue workin wat 2 do nw, hu can help mi....i nid help~~~~~

im damn angry n im venting on my computer, 2pid idiot internet, n 2pid system keep on cannt go in n apply, ah bish, 2pid idiot, im so stress up thinkin next yr goin back to sch again,if i ever can go back being wif dear my pressure really veri high y coz his friends, his cousins, his sister all are super clever, and wat abt mi, my IQ is low, my EQ is low, my everi thing is low oso, haiz whenever i think of tis, i felt so pressure wor, even though u didn notice it, n im goin 2 celebrate my 19th bday next month, wow time flies so fast, im turnin 19 soon haha....im so happy im countin down towards 21 so tat i can do anything i wana do wif out any ppl controllin mi, hehe... which i hate ppl 2 control mi, keke....anyway im happy wif u hehe....wif u tis silly face let mi c 4 my next yr resolution, well im goin 2 keep track of my expenses everi mth n i cant wait 4 christmas eve 2 come, haha....coz i haf prepare some funky present 2 exchange haha....i cant wait 2 c their friends face, haha....thinkin of tis makes mi super happy haha....n wats more there are tons of memories like kissing infront of their frien when he celebrates his bday tat day, well a sweet memories i haf always put inside my mind n i keep on thinkin n thinkin coz its so sweet of it, keke.....well, im goin 2 slp le, tml come back n play my neopets again....

hmmm, long time no play my neopets le, 2day saw Angela playin hehe so cum in n play, heng my pet hafn die yet haha....so sian n my work is goin 2 haf an end le
abit sad of partin those ppl workin over there wor, 2day dun think will b watchin the tv le keke.....i long time no spend on my computer games le haha... feel like spendin the time on my computer keke....n Christmas Day is comin soon le haha.... feel so happy coz tis is the 1st time tat i celebrate wif my luv one n he is my dear dear lo i felt so happy sia, k la i wil stop here den, go play my neopets le, keke eyes abit pain sia.... hmmm...i nw den realise i oso gt mornin symptoms sia, haha.... n it is my nose wil b pain whenever i take a air con bus, it happens everi day wor....if i wake up early haha...

hmmm..let's c, is been a long time since i last update, n i juz read abt lemon real life story, i was so touch sia, if i were 2 b her i oso dunno wat m i suppose 2 do, hmmm n recently news abt a ger hu die at Kulai n she turn up 2 b Christina friend sia, it was simply so sad she was so young wor hw can juz go like tat n is makes mi even more scare 2 take the bike license, i cant imagine if im the 1 hu juz go off like tat seems like alot of ppl haf been leaving us juz like tat, n the world seems falling apart, y is tis so ne i cant imagine of it neither can i think of it, n 2day juz quarrel wif dear wor, hw 2 carry on if i behave like tat, haiz sad wor, do u mean it ma cant i b angry ma, n i where gt everi time angry wif u it's been a long time le ma, 4 mth le u stil dunno my temper dunno mi ma, im the type of gers hu say doesn 1 u 2 cum actually in my heart i 1 u 2 cum de, haiz u dunno mi ma, sometimes once in a month my temper might b bad cant u coax mi ma, hehe.....i like 2 b coax by u ma cannt meh... humpf

hey,im back le,back from Genting Highlands haha.....it was so cool man, can u imagine tat i live in the midst of the cloud, and i could feel the cloud flying through my hands, my body, that was really a fantastic 4 days 4 mi,coz i was enjying myself like a pig haha.....eat n slp through out the 4 days hehe.....bt gt do sum shopping n watch the Peter Pan musical, thhat was the fantastic musical,n i take some pic oso bt stil gt some flim left so didn go wash it,but sad 2 say 4 days really goes so fast sia,i stil miz dear slpping beside mi, haha....nw im gettin use of him by my side le.....n nw back 2 home back 2 work,life starts 2 get sian again le,haha.....i miz the bathing in the bath tub which i seldom haf the chance 2 do it,keke....and that's was the 1st time in my life tat i go out of singapore wif my bf's family,so nervous haha.....bt turn out i was enjying myself, well basially i think gt my dear 2 pei mi oso....keke.......dear luv u so much....hehe wo ai si ni le...........muackssss,well nw settle some of my emails before logging off 2 c tv,as 4 my dear, he is doing some of his bike staff,so dun bother him so much let him do all the way ba...... :)

dear,after reading ur blog i feel so touch feel like crying again le,where wil u go 2 ne.....is u hu encourage mi 2 start all over again de,if suddenly u were 2 leave mi,wat m i goin 2 do ne.....as i say u already become part of my life le,seeing u almost everi day is a use 2 mi liao le, i wouldn complain much coz u really are the guy tat i like de....much much more better den those guys tat i haf known earlier.........dear i would try nt to use the words u dislike 2 hear,2 know tat there are sum1 hu treat mi so nice so dote on mi, i wouldn bother anything,things are gettin quite stable le,isnt it although we stil wil argue over sum thing hehe........bt den wil try 2 gif in 2 u if im the 1 hu is wrong,k dear.....i go watch tv le...muackssss

back again le, yesterday is my mummy de big day wor, hehe i go attend her ROM,she finally really bcum the real mummy liao le, so happy 4 her, keke.......den after tat mi n my da jie jie Rebecca go meet Jennifer n Big Candy, we go K box sing song,really enjy sia,hehe....they all so chio sia, so envy their body, haiz.....hw i wish i haf 1 oso, keke........i muz earn more money den can go jean yip haha.....den can slim down le,yesterday gt take pic wif them hehe when i go and wash den i wil go 2 dear de hm n scan, den i wil post it inside here,hehe.........n post inside the friendster oso...gif them c hw chio my god sis is........haha.......dear u 2 sensitive le la,im alrite,there are times tat i dun haf the mood 2 tok or rather i dun wish 2 tok abt it,u get wat i mean,n u already is my part of life le,so seeing u is nt surprise at all ma,even though we dun meet everi day bt is a use 2 mi liao le,u noe ma...well yesterday juz quarrel wif my dad 2pid sia,everi time ask mi go pay OCBC de bill den i start to say him back,i say him u tot u gt alot of money izzit,so 2pid of u, gt money oso nv c u gif ah ma,rather take it 2 use 4 credit card,haiz really veri 2pid lo,i stil say everi time u say mi brain like 2 pig y nt u say urself,think twice b4 sayin other ppl....coz u urself oso 2pid wat.....haiz...i really feel like findin part time job leh,den can support myself through the studies........hw sia..hu gt any job can intro mi de.......

hey it's mi back again le,hehe my cousin in law is pregnant again n is 4 mths keke so happy 4 her, haha coz i gt baby 2 carry again le, humpf angry wif dear wor, go stadium c race nv ask mi go bt den anyway i oso wana stay at hm,cant blame him oso, haiz chou dear dun tok 2 u le, dear veri scare tis word 'dun tok 2 u le' haha n guess wat tml is my Corina Mummy de ROM day wor, n she invite mi 2 go sia,so happy haha she stil remember mi tis little Candy,keke....tml muz remember bring camera go n take pic keke.....wonder hw it looks like hor,nv attend ROM b4 sia,keke hmmm ya hor gettin ROM oso nt mi haha........k la stop here dunno when wil cum in again n im angry wif dear chou dear humpf dun tok 2 u le humpf

haha i finally put on my braces le bt bottom teeth hafn put yet hehe muz wait at least a few mths den can put wor hmmmm n i put light blue colour keke n im hungry nw wor n i cant eat any more hard food sia crab oso cannt eat sobz so jia lat man hehe.........abit weird suddenly gt thing inside my mouth n its goin 2 b down there frm nw to a few yrs later haha nw chattin wif Stacey n Joo Gong haha so long no chat wif them le sia n long time nv go out wif them oso haha dunno wat the hack they doin sia haha n guess wat im listenin nw haha......im listenin 2 sum gangster song haha super funny bt abit foul song la keke lucky dear nv listen to this kind of song 1 haha.......k la i 1 2 go n buy food n eat liao le den later goin meet my dear, coz goin 2 c motor show haha.......cools muz bring camera go n take picture liao, keke

wow its been ages since i last log in haha basically no time at all if gt time oso accompany my dear dear ma hor, last wk public holiday went to Fraser Hill wif Gabriel n a guy cal Tommy de, hehe veri nice sia i finally can explore n u noe wat on the way up to the hill, i realise gt the cornerin thing n veri hard to control the bike wor, haiz think i really muz gif up on my learnin on the bike liao le, it seems so hard sia, haha the funny thing i wil always remember in my life is my dear dear suddenly become the Da Xiong, which is the Xiao Ding Dang owner ,hehe coz he wear my pyjamas haha super funny i keep on laughin, whenever i think of tis haha really feel happy though, i onli gt work n goin out wif him i oso gt time 4 my TV, haha haiz my dad cum in n ask mi 4 money, haiz looks like he really oso veri jia lat sia nw im really start to hesitate 4 my study liao shld i continue workin or go back sch, i really dunno sia when c my dad askin mi 4 money, i really feel sad sia if i go back continue study doesn i become his burden again wat shld i do help pls tel mi wat shld i do nw i really dunno, haiz im in a confused feelings rite nw i feel so sad really haiz i dun 1 becum a burden of dear, he himself oso gt his own burden n i shldn add on into his or i go back study my accounts better or continue study multi media course im really confused wat path m i takin rite nw i dun even noe abt it or shld i go take n O level will do or wat haiz my head pain really pain nw haiz

seeing those thread in sbf i more tempted 2 go learn bike bt den haiz i stil cant overcome my fear hw long muz i overcome it ne plus i oso no money to go n take practical maybe few yrs down the road wil make mi overcome the fear ba coz nw i stil scare of ridin haha i keep on hafin the tot tat i might die on the road if i ride the bike keke n yesterday go put braces haha the 1st part n the pain already killing mi its so pain i cant even chew sobzzz haiz n im stil findin job bt seems hard 2 find sia even a part time job y huh hmmm so weird although the downpayment haf been settle bt further nw the road i stil need alot of money sia haiz i shld haf been sensible n nt so 2pid haiz y i so 2pid huh hmmm veri fast next tues is our 3 mths le hehe really sound so fast hehe n im goin 19 le haha yes n is my fav no 19 haha k la next time den cum in write again hehe

juz nw reach hm den argue wif my ah ma about the 2pid money thing 4 my braces n i cry again sobzz i nw at least nid 2k i dunno where 2 find such amount of money nw im lookin 4 jobs tat can work frm nite or even weekend i really in nid of money i nid 2 pay the money 4 my braces y all tis nid money y sobz i really hate my life i hate it its sucks to the core blame my dad 4 spendin his money on his credit card tot hafin a credit card is cool actually is sucks lo knn i hate it la na bei if i can find a work tat works in the nite n weekend i sure move 2 my dear hm n stay liao n im tire liao i goin 2 slp le goin meet dear tml mornin liao haiz hu gt jobs pls kindly intro 2 mi can thanks alot wor

2day is sunday hehe at weekend at hm yesterday went to pasir ris meet my frien well i realise tat i seem 2 haf nthing 2 tok 2 them sia its like my concept n thinkin is adult thinkin well maybe is dear hu train mi up de haha goin out wif dear n his friends make mi think more like adult although my mentality is nt up 2 adult thinkin bt i realise i change alot nw i haf change quite alot of my habits like scoldin foul language like plans 4 future things like will think n save up money n spend neccessary things those unneccessary things i wouldn go n buy 4 it can c that there are difference between my frien and mi 4 example they cant think of where to go n stick to the place they wil 4ever change venue which my bf doesn like it hehe hmmm and they seem cant 2 b serious at all which his friend all are serious well maybe is bcoz i meet de all are workin adults tats y the mentality is different alot of different i wonder few mths down the road do we stil haf things 2 tok abt it ma nw wat happen 2 them i totally haf no idea at all haiz y is tis so wor y sia hmmm think i eat too much of chocolate le hehe nw my throat abit pain le oops later gif dear nag again le haha he didn control my diet c nw i haf gain wt le next time marry gif birth sure veri fat de hmmm i muz earn more money den can go slimmin center haha

1 wk no cum in le nw at dear de hm hehe juz finish bathin went cycling wif his sister 2day in the early afternoon hmmm think maybe go AMK shop c gt any jeans ant hehe juz nw almost cant cum back alive sia we stop at the traffic light n 1 cab behind suddenly E-brake sia if nt dear fast response i think we both ended up in hospital le hehe dear is a careful rider wor hehe tats y i dun wana learn ridin i think gt him protect mi can le haha i think i ride myself i might die in the road haha oops he cum out frm bathroom le hehe phew tot he cum out frm bathroom after bathin bt was wrong haha he nw den go in n bath anyway dear bath veri fast de i think he bath nt less den 10 mins dunno y he bath so fast anyway im nw hungry after he cum out go eat le his dad cook chicken soup hehe go eat the chicken soup

hmmm veri long no cum in n update le so is my dear haha........i was thinkin tis 2 mths goin on 3 mths wat haf i noe abt u as in ur character hmmm let mi c i noe u are a guy hu is always like to be on time n dun like 2 b late n u dislike sum kind of guys which u n i noe de hehe n u always like to plans things b4 hand n u are sensitive to dust,gt car sick,sea sick hmmmm n wats more huh cant think of any nw leh hehe so wat do u noe more abt mi huh hehe the things tat i like the colour all tis bt i believe down the road we will noe more abt each other isn't it dear hehe muacks nw i can tel u tat i haf totally forgotten my past totally 4get it n haf a new start wif u ahead n im veri happy 4 ur sis oso haha n i can get to carry baby soon wor hehe hope can carry la keke muackssssssss

yes after tryin so many times the blog finally can upload pic le haha i feel so happy sia hmmm pickin up multi media course to study indeed is a gd choice n i haf not regret yet i wish the sch can faster reopen haha den i can anytime do my blog my own no nid trouble Michelle liao le hehe well nw im goin 2 find the macpherson sch tel no n save it so when dec is nearer i can cal n ask them hehe when can go reg the sch hurray hmmm c when i free i go dear de hm n ask him help mi upload the motor gp pic hehe nw im continue 2 do my pic n is rainin nw *sneeze* haha

hehe........of coz im happy n excited oso tats the 1st time i kiss my bf infront of his frien n oso the 1st time celebrate bf bday hehe i hope we can haf many many 1st time, 1st time go Genting Highland wif u 1st time celebrate bday n lots lots i oso veri happy i finally can b like a normal gf which i nv had 1 b4 im really happy 2 haf u as my dear wif out transport is fine wif mi the most we can take bus which i always wanted a bf hu can pei mi take transport hehe normally i dun miz u much bt nw i do coz we seldom meet ma hehe tats the way i 1 2 dun always meet will make each other miss even more n luv even more isn it dear hehe k la i 1 2 prepare go slp again liao haha counting i already slp 3 times liao include later on de slp hehe.........